Tides of Eternity and Ego

Stillness
angels and demons
at gate
whist
I rest beside
embedded grave of fate
we sleep in silence
eyes open
Tears pushed over by pulses
this love, no time can chase over
we died a thousand years ago
in time, mere a concept of mortality
You, are an echo of longing I cried out
when I was faithless to eyes of my soul
broken, in rituals of numb existence
I sleep walk.. a state of unconsciousness
it has always been my heart that reads
countless poems you gently sang.. sooth my soul
haunting melodies dance inside me, never forgotten
each note clenched to my chest by indigo nights...
waiting.. of my return, our next step forward

Stars laugh in timeless play, tickling Moon
I ran across in speed of light, reach for you
timed distance, between melodic rhythms
counted all the stones thrown up to the shore
memories, all I won't recall still yet to be born
ripples.. signs before your return to wake me
yet we were shook into another existence
tiny fragile fossils embossed by Storm
with a infinite kiss lies in heart of Earth
again I was blind, in a mortal world
to walk a course signed with our soul

Once written in lyrical embodiment
every last thought to be forgotten
of all such passion I declared for you
reformed a heart that bears more
with eyes that sees too deep too far
with the love you endlessly pour
I was a siren in tides of ego
a flake of ice froze in thin air

playing dolls and I became a doll
transitional maze in my own core
I became a world melt in plastic pots
all that I wish and care to be, is the light
that dances around your every shift

Truth never linger impressed ink on scrolls
nor could it remain in prisoners of region
lies of man amplified by Satan's microphones
all that which weakens lavishes his thorn
a dice jolt to chance in all names of one God
ego, tied men beside in confused mumble
tension, wells in smells of bitter fear
is it a win for the take or is it a draw
Man, God and Ego play daily games
it costs a fair dim you ought to share
believer's faith is in tracing inner grace

Here, I am but a soul fills sheets of dreams
by the shore, I am a siren with new sore feet
given chance redeems ego convicted sins
in dreams where I once devoured and theft
games played seen and done times more
visions in bold prints from ink of my skull..
heart wrenched ships are devil's scores
of all whom won't ride far out of the storm
I sat by bleeding sun in a frozen sea
watched all weakened men sink and fleet

Oh, was it Satan's work in my mind.. tricks

a loveless heart that casts evil spells on
upon a world of sleeping soulless bearings
sacrificed in sins I died 9 times and more
crime against the mortal lives of mine

no one but me, murdering self within
whilst again.. I failed to believe..
eyes of my form cannot see
and touch all that which I am..
a part of you.. of God



I hear waves through concrete walls
the old mountains rumble my name
from under the tarmac wrapped Earth
the wind carries your sighing breath
sorrow foamed in cherished grief
fire burns a hole from the day before
like an empty glass house
I have no where to hide
from the scene of a world inside
God, I was never taught how to swim
in tides of eternity.. fears of dying ego
before he left to rein demon's ordeals
crucified in blood of fear, over and over again
reborn beneath with all banished souls
I cried each time a wave rushes over me

in this tiny existence of nothingness
Yet everything beside, a part of me
the terror the joy the love the pain
in every cell in every inch of my being

Sun and Moon rise and fall
all happening witnessed
cradles a core beyond imagination
every living tale in grand creation
a invisible entry to every form
welcome with open arms
embraced as love
worshiped as God
crucified by fear
diminished as evil
delighted we play childish games
in darkness,  mis-created pain
frozen past formed uncut diamonds
all wisdom gained, on journeys to deep
unraveling a existence already happened
exiled a moment
where new universe was formed
I no longer know who I really am or was
nor do I know who and what is where
to begin, or end

To me.. you are everything before my eyes
appear within this moment, in purest love
in devious thoughts of all mischievousness
begging for my return yet withhold a path
almost that if a region you cannot walk
water below Lillis leading it's own destiny
your words in washes of night ocean
" just don't forge me..  my love
I can be denied but I will never cease
the power of my light is for your to contain "

tears rain.. on my tired sore eyes
when my heart bloomed in fire
finally I see you, in the center of me
where we are formed as divinity
the eternity of all dimensions

Sunlit garden, dancing sparkles.. Stars
in the center of complete darkness
lies and truth of all that we thought
play on.. in joy of random shuffle
bemused, with our listening ears
with our own playful faith and belief
angels and demons are sent
by commands to walk beside us
with messages of delight, from his Grace
: Come ! whisper me some more !