Notes of the dreamer

A sleep so beautiful
I really didn't want to wake me
Heavenly slumber melts.. in harmony of my heart
pulsating with eternal universe

Dreamless sleep
is like the still lake of sky
awake even dreaming
Knowing in unknowing
Horizon widens
by boundarieless walk of a mind

Mind no longer a mind
timeless lake
in darkness and in light
Waking sense of something else
but no longer the thoughts thought I was

All dark corners released
by a release of the insatiable needs
to fill the emptiness of vastness
the suffocated sense of self is long gone

What is
is not
What is not
is
Turned
I'm the water
flowing the depth
of the deepest part of the lake
where life arise from blackness

No longer wonder
no longer stay
the blood flows of hearts
no longer ask for answers
which never decode
the red
it ceaselessly convey

Grasped, by life
grasped, by light
grasped, by love
grasped, by God
My journey is forever starting
From the point, of now on

The tinted streaks of colours
are just the ribbons flying beside
as my heart leaps, up to the Moon
Nothing
nothing
can be assumed

                                           ~ Lyric Dreamer ~ 19.10.2011

Capture

Here if you stay
there if you go
yet you have not been
nor gone
forever right here
beside me whenever I called

I cried
but never saw your eyes
hurting too as I hold you in pain
with me
even love became the cause
the savage of that you ever stayed

Yet I could not have loved
if I could not believe my heart
I too have left with you in our eyes
that gazed at the distance between us
to dream that our love could never was

Who could tell me this lie of you
if I ever had faith in our very own capture
of the eternity I have forever requested

The very insistence of the ending
is my self portrait of tired hearts weeping
the image I have constantly exchange
kept you in long enough to make a reality
of never been able to love limitlessly as I wish

Captured

~ an inspired tale of love, of lost, of sorrow.. by love.. by lost.. by sorrow.. ~

                                                           ~ Lyric dreamer ~

~ :Alpha of faith : ~

From day and night we enter darkness to light
from hope to despair .. the beginning to end
with first and last.. we see the right and wrong
judging whole and broken.. define joy and sorrow
from our incomplete.. we seek to complete
the journeys left marks on our soul..  fragrances of smoking past
nothing stays when we dare to go.. we stay.. long enough
to love..  to enjoy this we hold onto.. with our own hands
when we are ready.. we go on together
with nothing left behind

~ : Soul Love : ~

The look
woke somewhere beyond me
beyond my whole life
beyond time


The eyes that keep my heaven
The heart that purifies my present

Your form felt like mine
Sparks fly through my spin
whole universe magnetized to right now
right here


my thoughts
turn to noises
I don't see past
nor do I see future
It is now
and now is forever


Right at the second my heart burst
It flew a command to bring your lips closer
even our soul
is already together
entwined


Here I made you all the promises
that I can never back away
even my eyes betray me and cried for your absence
I promised to love


No matter how darkness torn my heart into pieces
and sold you to the demons that took your place
I promised I'll never forget


I will never betray my promise
to be in your eyes again


For in you my whole life made perfect
you are the only one truly sees who I am


Even to hell and back I will go further
even if my whole existence diminishes.
even I will never see you again
my love remains