Your side in mine

My love
by the sea
time is now
turned to stones
In a parallel space
I feel your sure being
even my eyes blind me
here with constant lies
that, no longer matters
as the heart of mine
has now turned over
with your side in mine
love as we always have
ride on God's cosmic spree
eternally one and whole
you are the echo to my call
the light in darkest nights
all forces from pure entwine
safe hold our inviolable core
no matter how far we part
even when hell break loose
chaos send forth all armies
in smiles and thousand kisses
we always remain side by side

Codes

Time stands still and I glide
to the mind of silent infinity
walking on a invisible path
there I see no one, no sign
no road, rail nor transport
cannot tell if it was a fall or float
only that I am intimately engaged
to feel the textures of my dreams
to weaver the rich soil of my mind
thoughts... watch seedlings grow
in this outland
love is felt vividly
shapes shifts lucidly
imaginings becomes realities
realities become dreams

I know you are here
with me
even when I open my eyes
you are not there to be seen
to be heard ,touch, and held
only my reflection stands
before my three shadows
yet I hear your voice speaks to me
your heart and soul ebb and flow in me
it's almost indistinguishable
who's heart is sundering 
who's tears are falling
In you I find myself feeling
all too keenly all too tenderly
your sorrow bear to my own
even I was the cause 
and you never said a word
your joy, reach to me so brightly
like the bust of first ray from morning sun
smiles that shines deeply
I melt...
and turn to silver bells of Spring
slide off the curve on the full bloom of moon
every time

You, the golden child of stars
Here with you, I am free
to fall without gravity
in knowing
of a grand existence
memories of divine love
where you and I never part
always, forever, endless, eternity
are not pretty words of love
but only language we could ever speak
only words we can ever truly understood
all else we finds sorrow, dark holes
yet growth is part of the journey
to find what we have left to return
what is completeness without knowing pain
like butterflies of light from cocoons of life
you are my left wing and I am your right
our love is a belonging to soar free
the deepest surrendering of our hearts

Even if I was descending to hell
heaven is still within your heart I hold dear
nothing divides you from my existence
eternity is here, this very moment
written in the book of transition
you engrave the codes to my being
in constant spin we mark each other
threads of truth doing, undoing with love
the tug and pull before our ultimate launch
every code signified is no mystery to me
your thoughts are louder than my heartbeat
love in a dimension where no sphere or time
past, present, future exist within the awakening
codes of our calling travels across cosmos
alchemy of purification transmit hearts
in the original language God speaks
inside the infinite mind of yours
summon all that ever is
bring it forth to being
I am ready to be

Crusaders of Love

Her will sets her to be free
running through those corridors
opening, walking though doors
lead to more corridors, more doors
the key clinched to her palm
her heat streams a force forward
searching for one transition
uniquely made to her entry
deliriously lost
eludes in distraught
shadows appear
hell dogs hustle
the mistress stalks

Her hair float
smiles frozen
rigid frailty masked in icy steel
a haunt of her lifetime sorrow
her soul is a clouding burnt corpse
spellbound in fate of melancholy
softly glazed sink to dim lit hollow
subservient past hosts her motion
while she plays villain in her chase
with orders to unknown corridors
they are both in captivation
herself may not yet known
each step unfold as she follows
the sense, the desire awaken
of freedom to infinity untold
her escapee is now her hope

With the key in her hand
suddenly the path rise within her
while gaze into her pursuer's eyes
swamps of darkness drawn by clarity
mistress of mortality is no longer in discord
a soul transmission reflecting united division
clamps their opposition to intricate a pathway
echo of their silence emoted new waves
awash them both in truth to sober shore
new land with new possibilities
two new crusaders love brought

The metaphorical edge

Drifting light vacantly casts dream mist
aggravation, earthbound spirit silently caves
in between consciousnesses of dusk
doors locked, eyes shut, arms fold
she knows... can't shut out the world within
seeking traces out of this toil
wishing at least an act to follow
knowledge, concepts.. frail doodles
willful chants spell her backwards
to the beautiful soulless palace
eerie stillness in lifeless poise
her every move watched
every thought scrutinized
by mistress of mortality
who hosts her stay
exotic, hypnotically engaging
walks her maze with eloquence

Fear to love is on her lost hand
impetuous gamble with no courage
mortal lord's bidden for her return
offerings of wedged ego won his keep
her inmost weakness exposed
wounded child framed in glazed hour
pined to gravity.. trade to his power
lulling her service in further ascendant
cultivated to be one of his best kept dolls
with promise to all that is known
embellished beauty and jewels
delusiveness ignorance enslave
antidote for pain and suffer
is adhered to juvenile wounds
her lost child within is lost

She became an operating projector
endless show from behind her eyes
drawn inland to deeper darker corners
past future in slides of capricious chaos
it's the birth as well the death
the mother as well as the child
petrified affair to bare one's soul
scars folded fears in smashing tumble
concrete made believe obstacle courses
we are the fearsome offspring of darkness
or sons and daughters of glorious light
all in switch of one single intent
a quicksilver autonomy
by the metaphorical edge

She knew she's been here before...
skeletons of sacrificed were plugged from her bones
she was, and yet again devoid addict of nonexistence
to emotional tranquilizer for her brief release
of all collective torture, the pill is... fear
she knows it's no permanent escape
the anchor is out of deceptive illusion
to justify the crime against herself
she has to face her own capturer
and the perpetrator to her torments
who' one and all her permissive self
conducting her very own crucifixion
eventually she'll break the invisible prison
without entail a cosmic holocaust
in reflections she must gaze through behind
to ones beside she must look on beyond
every facet of acquaint cast her chosen inner state
exile to love hidden beneath all likeness
in the ultimate becoming of returning truth

Whilst she stay paralyzed by old foreboding fate
swig the liquor in slow soul suicide taint
will the ubiquitous Queen who steers
rise from cremated aspects
out of self constructed paradox
fire her soul aiming an upwards fall
back to the alchemy of unembellished faith
answer eludes in smoky haze of pearl shades
prayers echo in temples, sweet scent of hope
embraced by soul bind lover within her core
captivated time, glimpse of all summed matters
in diligence, undergo between the known and unknown
from darkness to solace, God's vision amids oppositions