~: Redeemer :~

~ There is always a dark reason for more darkness. The very same darkness.. can also punch a hole through us, light up the dark all around us. ~

~ The beauty of your light.. transforms every cold night ~  


The icy wind made me turn around to look..
Where did you come from ?
I heard a bang..
The joy in your steps slammed three Winters behind you.

Somehow I forgot too..
what held up my mind
as your switched a new question to my eyes.
You steady eyes answered me.
They speak no regrets.

The honesty blazes through to furthest corner of room.
You said:
Everyone opened my heart is a rough diamond
polishing my eyes even it cuts.
Anyone tries to break me,
will not see a drop of blood.
The fear in me is dead.
I am not the image you see.. but the dark pool in your soul.

Hair on my back stood up.
I could not take my eyes off this dark pool in my soul.
The one God sent
to cleanse all that I couldn't see within

I have never felt anything as bright in my life, as this moment.
The world inside has turned.. reaching to be burnt.
By your living flame.

In you.
I will see all darkness that were mine..
before I slaughter them with my own hands..
and best of all..
neither of us will be afraid.

For that, we knew this is why we've came.
While fears eat all hidden secrets around us..
We slowly die one by one.
Slowly, but surely.
Dead.

So, speak up: you said.
While firmly you eyes grips mine..
I am ready to understand: said I..
As I walk out of the dark
I'd never look back.

Life of time.
To be unconstrained by eyes, by minds, by frames.
Staleness of this fomenting self cannot reach God..
but dying cells of love.

Foment me.
Be the force that breaks who I think I am.
let me portrait you a devil who tries to take my soul,
beneath my grips to God's feet.

So in the moment just before my rebirth.
I can see who I really am again.

With a purified heart,
knowing it's your arm..
that kept me alive.



                                                               ~ Lyric Dreamer ~ 18.Nov.2011

You

Beneath soft glaring light
behind me on right
I know it's you

not distant memories
but sure silent presence
cultivating spaces between us
as you make time diminish

If it's not you here now..
it never was


We run off opposite directions religiously
to brush pass each other as we say hello

Your voice comes through
notes between a thought
a sound a silence
a space
formed completely ours

echoing in my welling heart
I hear endless whispers of love

The ways your eyes held mine
told histories
of all ever existed

The way your hands reach
disclose dimensional geography
secret routes to all missing stars

Sometimes I play the noises
to prevent this irresistible force
to overtake and devour my being

but my heart gave me away
every time you said my name
It's twisting in me
the tangle of passion
mystery


The way you think
tells me how you dance
When I move
so is my soul
even when I leave my heart with you

every time I go
is to come home to your call
I am the precise reception
to all your doubtless thoughts

This is the way I choose to launch

kiss me
I am waiting for the breeze

touch me
I am always ready for rain

scorch me
I need your heat to know life

scan me
Your eyes translate what I read

hold me
I am ready to melt, in our eternity

Clues of hour Zero

Clues to the grandeurs affair
is in strange seeings of hearts
natural connection when eyes met
in faintest bloom of a secret blush
quietest affinity with one as of thy self
insistent revelations of hidden warmth
undeniable joy in brief boundryless states
slightest provocativeness turn to laughter 
soft comfort of a world not completely closed
the end of one's solitude in timeless strength
beginning of one's magnitude on an extensive forge 
you rush to contain a sigh and echo in your soul
stop and capture a look.. touch it with your smile
begin to be aware of love's soul bearing quests
in pain in separation we long to unite as whole
in each new tale spark of eternity created
you will seek me out even without time
you will seek me out even without light
you will seek me out even without path
you will seek me out even in deep despair
seek me out in longest nights
seek me out by darkest Moon
seek me out on dimmest paths
seek me out at hopelessness nest
Cos this is your given clues
I am yours riddles to decrypt
I am stories yours to be told
I am the dream yours behold
song, touch your deepest core
because I am your lover
and the faithful servant
your equal grandeurs self
I am your life,  your soul
I am God in which all that is
one you tirelessly devote
and called out at hour zero
find me now in clues
return to home soon
purest vision expressive
my boundless love interpreted

Fate

Fate, we linger on to your dress
and make your our bride
do our daily dance
wed you twice
and more

Fate, we hold on to your heels
tripping over the banquette
we seem so devoted
yet you are puzzled

Fate, you walk away today
as if we have never met
the spell is broken
you were in tears
I chased after you
and saw you for real

You are just a tiny little force
gathering all the collective thought form
all that we believe true and hold on to
we name everything after you
no wonder you are scared

Fate, come over here
a soft gentle cuddle
all these things we dump on your door
now you really don't want to go home
when everyone makes you responsible
while grip on to you as the invisible crutch

Fate, common, lets just run
all you wanted is dance in the ball
and play with every child of God
and tell your little bright stories
lift them with your fairy dust
so they will soon fly with your bless

Fate, lets go and play
enjoy our day
leave the world behind
let them take their own steps
you are tired of sprinkling sparkles
turning to some sort of therapeutic substance
you just want to scream with all your little might
and tell them to all  bloody make their own fate
instead of dumping their rubbish on your white dress

Sigh ~ Your beautiful dress
made of clouds and candy floss
so sweet so soft so light
now it's turning grey
with ash of pain

follow me Fate
lets run away fast
race lightning
they'll never catch
we are free to storm
as far as we wish

World remain

Divided
North East South West
arrows point
yet no direction
over crossed rhythm
confusion chase thoughts
empty houses
homeless souls
who were on frenetic escapes
minds in captive frozen gates
ranched ships on sea of no hope
sank the king with barbed throne
the drowning world
nor beginning or end
neither win or lost
suffocated chances
aggravated virtues

Everyday fools are in war
lives slips off finger tips
aggravation, bitter sorrow
children, assume hatred
guns, grown man's tools
woman,hidden in despair
father's last meal was not even warm
mother's touch is by death's door
if so, to choose with one faith
there can never be tomorrow
mechanistic track streams forward
interminably moments rise anew
followers of fallacy
compelled dusk to revolt
apocalypse of love
summoned by supreme will
sleep now my world
tomorrow's journey
maybe infinitely long
consciousness sleeps
identical doors with riddles
summed with erroneous tilts
look up you'll see the floor
wrong choices lead devastating falls
parallel universes alleviate one destiny
leap, one and all soul ascension
unit all shattered pieces whole
grace, perceptual ease
whist world remains
all meant but not end

A moment to glow

Hush... I hear my love
in the wind raffles my hair
I dance to the delight
knowing you're here
lyrical steps on sleepless dreams
our sweet imaginative seduction
glazed poetic lovelorn illusion
dimension surrounds by diamond ray
even if taken by unknown danger
we're cradled in uttermost protection
enclosed in mighty force of a crown
the only devastation can savage ours
is tricks by darker side of our twins
yet bewildering kisses still blown far
sacredly folded scents flashes flown
there I exhaled last century's rose
in lavender shade of blue mist
deja vu of your whispering breath
tickling my soft bared neck
when my eyes had another name
another life we weren't meant
a future forwarded in capture
notes you've vividly played
echo with my every next word
became your speaking codes
telling me you know I'm yours
thoughts you engraved burns
memories of you is fire
calling forth to wakings
from dreams within dreams
lights forms vibes shifting
time entrapped unity in mazes
we are all half shattered pieces
always find moves to be closer
follow each other to the end
even without the pieces ever met
even darkness seem dimly glorious
hope lit eyes with yours in mine
our palms open while grace falling
all pain endured are healed
the second ticks silencing bless
a moment to glow is ever after

Your side in mine

My love
by the sea
time is now
turned to stones
In a parallel space
I feel your sure being
even my eyes blind me
here with constant lies
that, no longer matters
as the heart of mine
has now turned over
with your side in mine
love as we always have
ride on God's cosmic spree
eternally one and whole
you are the echo to my call
the light in darkest nights
all forces from pure entwine
safe hold our inviolable core
no matter how far we part
even when hell break loose
chaos send forth all armies
in smiles and thousand kisses
we always remain side by side

Codes

Time stands still and I glide
to the mind of silent infinity
walking on a invisible path
there I see no one, no sign
no road, rail nor transport
cannot tell if it was a fall or float
only that I am intimately engaged
to feel the textures of my dreams
to weaver the rich soil of my mind
thoughts... watch seedlings grow
in this outland
love is felt vividly
shapes shifts lucidly
imaginings becomes realities
realities become dreams

I know you are here
with me
even when I open my eyes
you are not there to be seen
to be heard ,touch, and held
only my reflection stands
before my three shadows
yet I hear your voice speaks to me
your heart and soul ebb and flow in me
it's almost indistinguishable
who's heart is sundering 
who's tears are falling
In you I find myself feeling
all too keenly all too tenderly
your sorrow bear to my own
even I was the cause 
and you never said a word
your joy, reach to me so brightly
like the bust of first ray from morning sun
smiles that shines deeply
I melt...
and turn to silver bells of Spring
slide off the curve on the full bloom of moon
every time

You, the golden child of stars
Here with you, I am free
to fall without gravity
in knowing
of a grand existence
memories of divine love
where you and I never part
always, forever, endless, eternity
are not pretty words of love
but only language we could ever speak
only words we can ever truly understood
all else we finds sorrow, dark holes
yet growth is part of the journey
to find what we have left to return
what is completeness without knowing pain
like butterflies of light from cocoons of life
you are my left wing and I am your right
our love is a belonging to soar free
the deepest surrendering of our hearts

Even if I was descending to hell
heaven is still within your heart I hold dear
nothing divides you from my existence
eternity is here, this very moment
written in the book of transition
you engrave the codes to my being
in constant spin we mark each other
threads of truth doing, undoing with love
the tug and pull before our ultimate launch
every code signified is no mystery to me
your thoughts are louder than my heartbeat
love in a dimension where no sphere or time
past, present, future exist within the awakening
codes of our calling travels across cosmos
alchemy of purification transmit hearts
in the original language God speaks
inside the infinite mind of yours
summon all that ever is
bring it forth to being
I am ready to be

Crusaders of Love

Her will sets her to be free
running through those corridors
opening, walking though doors
lead to more corridors, more doors
the key clinched to her palm
her heat streams a force forward
searching for one transition
uniquely made to her entry
deliriously lost
eludes in distraught
shadows appear
hell dogs hustle
the mistress stalks

Her hair float
smiles frozen
rigid frailty masked in icy steel
a haunt of her lifetime sorrow
her soul is a clouding burnt corpse
spellbound in fate of melancholy
softly glazed sink to dim lit hollow
subservient past hosts her motion
while she plays villain in her chase
with orders to unknown corridors
they are both in captivation
herself may not yet known
each step unfold as she follows
the sense, the desire awaken
of freedom to infinity untold
her escapee is now her hope

With the key in her hand
suddenly the path rise within her
while gaze into her pursuer's eyes
swamps of darkness drawn by clarity
mistress of mortality is no longer in discord
a soul transmission reflecting united division
clamps their opposition to intricate a pathway
echo of their silence emoted new waves
awash them both in truth to sober shore
new land with new possibilities
two new crusaders love brought

The metaphorical edge

Drifting light vacantly casts dream mist
aggravation, earthbound spirit silently caves
in between consciousnesses of dusk
doors locked, eyes shut, arms fold
she knows... can't shut out the world within
seeking traces out of this toil
wishing at least an act to follow
knowledge, concepts.. frail doodles
willful chants spell her backwards
to the beautiful soulless palace
eerie stillness in lifeless poise
her every move watched
every thought scrutinized
by mistress of mortality
who hosts her stay
exotic, hypnotically engaging
walks her maze with eloquence

Fear to love is on her lost hand
impetuous gamble with no courage
mortal lord's bidden for her return
offerings of wedged ego won his keep
her inmost weakness exposed
wounded child framed in glazed hour
pined to gravity.. trade to his power
lulling her service in further ascendant
cultivated to be one of his best kept dolls
with promise to all that is known
embellished beauty and jewels
delusiveness ignorance enslave
antidote for pain and suffer
is adhered to juvenile wounds
her lost child within is lost

She became an operating projector
endless show from behind her eyes
drawn inland to deeper darker corners
past future in slides of capricious chaos
it's the birth as well the death
the mother as well as the child
petrified affair to bare one's soul
scars folded fears in smashing tumble
concrete made believe obstacle courses
we are the fearsome offspring of darkness
or sons and daughters of glorious light
all in switch of one single intent
a quicksilver autonomy
by the metaphorical edge

She knew she's been here before...
skeletons of sacrificed were plugged from her bones
she was, and yet again devoid addict of nonexistence
to emotional tranquilizer for her brief release
of all collective torture, the pill is... fear
she knows it's no permanent escape
the anchor is out of deceptive illusion
to justify the crime against herself
she has to face her own capturer
and the perpetrator to her torments
who' one and all her permissive self
conducting her very own crucifixion
eventually she'll break the invisible prison
without entail a cosmic holocaust
in reflections she must gaze through behind
to ones beside she must look on beyond
every facet of acquaint cast her chosen inner state
exile to love hidden beneath all likeness
in the ultimate becoming of returning truth

Whilst she stay paralyzed by old foreboding fate
swig the liquor in slow soul suicide taint
will the ubiquitous Queen who steers
rise from cremated aspects
out of self constructed paradox
fire her soul aiming an upwards fall
back to the alchemy of unembellished faith
answer eludes in smoky haze of pearl shades
prayers echo in temples, sweet scent of hope
embraced by soul bind lover within her core
captivated time, glimpse of all summed matters
in diligence, undergo between the known and unknown
from darkness to solace, God's vision amids oppositions

Kiss and tell

Baby... life is a game
and the show must go on
you are the director, actor
dancer, photographer, light engineer
complete life production is in your hands
don't look to me as if I have your answer
you know deep within that I am only a reflection
a figure of desire you painted on canvas
a vision you installed with your passion
a soul you engraved your love to core
I dance to your music while you incite my heart
there is no rules and neither of us follow

I dip my fingertips to test the warmth of sea
you raise your chin to feel direction of the wind
we surrender to and commend all elements
with omniscient marvel of the universe
in the story we share and act
the King and  the Queen
the princess and prince
warriors and magicians
lovers and muses
part our journeys
so be anyone we want to be
there we fold secret chapters

Ultimately we'll share our secrets
in the book of kiss and tell
stories of missions and bravery
we inventors and adventurers
in alchemy of life and union of souls
we know there is no end
in all mysteries to be discovered
but for now... life is short
the dance, songs, plays must go on

matrix

... steppin through the matrix... sinlov ~1165 ~

Stepping through the matrix
watch out for mind tricks
it's all a boom of your belief
at this instant moment
what you hold to
must be true
certain and sure
just for you

Dreamer's Alibi

Her journey to king Solomon's maze
a radical omniscient quest
in steps of inquisitorial wonder
whilst the lord of dark chamber 
remitted his gatekeeper's launch
finked her sacred pedant with an insidious trade
welcome her by 11th gate anticipating a lost
or arrival in hair flaring sink through satanic gravity
In a turn she leaped forth with all mischievous delving
hellbound espy not even one vixen's spectral track
faint hearted tailing overthrown in ashen orts
in audacious violet relentlessly blazed
misestimated traps accelerated her knowledge
path of a rapid speeder on impetuous conduct
mirage in perceptible etude beaming to the third vision
absence in fugitive state she's semi equivocated 
loveless creeds entraps all her sleepless dreams 
God deemed her a dreamer's alibi in his enterprise

Labyrinth

From this Ivory tower
where she froze time and events
past pulls her to where she could not go
place of powerlessness disowned ruins

Has she made a false promise to love
or is this her Madonna's cross
is she in godless existence
perhaps sightless in his place
in this prison she's captured
an oppressive closet enclosed
all these pain not known to escape

Clinched space once sacred and whole
darkening intrusions creped on her form
ravenous violation suffocated her soul
her skin and bone torn but unknown
host to a vengeful child's out lash
outgrown tortured soul strayed
Mother, will you soon be home
tried not to cry but she's lost
it seem such a dark road
men with sinister deed
approached in greed
voicelessly crucified
center of her heart
turned solemn lock
the hero is dead
knight never was

Her journey began
tragic funerals forward
wherever she disburse
there is spineless form
hankering drill spills will
between heaven and hell
she saw men glide and fall
in her quell flounce and taunt
she walks on in claggy haunt
lifeless cold plaque stone
a past of vague dreams
a love was never real
sleeping fairy tales
silent tears cursed
sorrows untold
she's ephemeral

In quiet existing stillness
gleaming sun casts gold
a key to sacred kingdom
arise to unfolded her hope
her hero is held hostage
beside gates of realms
armour dismounted
for her witness
distill her course
decay her faith

Map excluded
self engraved
a labyrinth
her soul
only route 
to this battle
her strength
to declare
victory or lost
her only exoneration
alone, her steps forward
beloved, awakening to her call
light within prevail pure and sure
in single decree all fear alleviated

Justice forged lightning storm
striking forth in command
darkness vanishing in held
whom prey in dark will
aggravate in cruel and ill
their blood thirst fan slits
fool's fall in bottomless pits
everted themselves whole
swallowed existence
to the mouth within
dire self savages
no mercy nor remorse
equilateral inception in just
whist requiem atoned

Heavenly ray beams
uttermost love radiates
pain, fear, suffer no longer sustain
Truth no longer equivocate
within infinite timeless being

Locket of her heart explicated
her spirit once more illuminate
a bird's broken wings restored
once more she's high flown
to her beloved calls
journey reunite

Temples

Temples of Gods and Goddesses 
Between infinite lives 
guiled with diamond& Gold
holy stories unfold 
afflicted scrolls
vigilantly followed
alters of faith were built

Wake me my beloved Queen
Wake me to air of your fragrant wise beauty
Wake me to walk your serene ocean depth
Rise me to your side and be yours, only strength

Wake me my majestic King
Wake me to beats of your sure heart keeping
Wake me to bath in your handsome solemn ray
Rose me to your side and be yours, only love

Too many lives lost in vapid kills
blooded hands stained gates of heaven
in causes of terror and raised wars
declare God's or man's will 
should I pursue or should I go
truth woven between sin and guilt
Mercy rest my heart beneath his will

Unite our force emerge our will
bring back sublime vision call on truce 
restore love and light to garden of Eden
in this eternity we all indivisibly belong

Sure light

... as the riddler composes a rhyme... ~ Rasko ~ 1111
As the riddler composes a rhyme
the 7th world spins a realm
and all said created
say it gently
carefully
with blessing
form a sure light
for all children living

Immanence

firelight-3-robert-masters

Fire is burning
spark lit beginning
all that was done and gone
moment before here and now
none existence
no longer tied to yesterday's tokens
I set my sight to this new horizon
pure creation at one with all that is
what is now and about to come

the historian's concept
were of memories
reasoning of truth
existed to yesterday
and it's power sleeps in ashes
remain a never reached creation
purity and enlightenment
inconceivable with what's already gone

a state of being within now
like a child's wonderments
of life, beneath it's glorious light
past assumes shadows of clouds
mere vague recollections
of what was after the sun
watch this flame, evaporate all fears
wake now and intend every step forth
beholding this heart ardent and sure
by trust and hope in your knowing
immanence elevates your becoming

Warfare

Drumming of  ethereal falls
the castle mirage is sinking fast
by sand and storm called
my King is captured
obscured, concealed
from my minds eye
an ambidextrous mire
one slowly caves in
deceptive collusion
with ego and mind
the more the struggle
deeper the inextricable

You give him your soul
while he entrap what enthralls
cultivate what penetrate your fears
in kingdom where power of souls cannot hold
there can be no fear in given spear
but in hands that daggers terror& despair
and in it's savage feral we became lost
to him and his victorious vaunt

He had you at his will
in your own battle
he draws you in
right between
the fine line of
good and evil
God and ego

You thought your were sure
before you set out to war
where and when blood drips 
stained this sobbing heart so pure
in black, in corrupted forms
he installed his power
claim you to his army
even you were sure


And this is the war
time to draw my sword
my King was not for taking
not for his benevolent exchange
toyed in his daily noxious inhale
of illiberal fragile weak willed souls

For I, have wedded to this soul
in mine and his will
this united force
must journey onwards
in whole intact enforcement
not in wrenched decadent hope
which sleeps in our treacherous forms
and never see the dawn

Ohh yes, this is a war
the only weapon you will need
to defeat the undefeated
is in your own Satori
in contemplation of victory
it is Love

My king.. my true beloved
composed in majestic will
in this love I am yours
never part never abjure
for my journey to you
as was, is, always
a destiny
of unity

portaly

What was, is, always will

... sorry your heart is wrong
I have no more song... eddee shaw ~ 1108


Sorry your heart is wrong
I have no more song
for that which was real
could not be played with fiddle
reach in for my soul
touch me not in prurience
before it burns a hole
to what was, is, always will

Close your eyes

...shadowing the glare like a valance... ~ naked lunch ~1105


Shadowing the glare like a valance
winged creature fright and vanish so fast
shapes forms moving behind my mind
what do you see and where are you
... when you closed your eyes
depends on what is your belief
short cuts to be an instant astronaut
shut your eyes and look deep within