~ : Solidity of Time : ~

A passenger to my thoughts.
It is apparent,
my inability to think strait
has flourished life long silent affair I have
with words and space.

To talk..
never give enough time
to construct a match
to the appropriate complexity
of every elements orbited
within one second of union.

Like speaking in dreams,
the sentences and limited vocabularies
feels devastatingly slow and badly reverbed..
worse still.. dubbed, drowned.

I guess most people
who has deep passion to write
never speak that much..
too busy flying alphabetical crafts
in the invisible waves of sky.

Thinking, writing as footprints behind
as I walk along the life that seems to be mine..
Looking behind has little magic, but many surprises.

What I realised, 
life is but borrowed time from grand eternity,
to feel depths of being one here and now.
There's nothing left.
Except love.

To what else can matter,
to make our hearts shiver, dance and sing..
To expressively give our all to every existing motion between thoughts.

Stories after stories of reasons after reasons for feelings,
colours splashed onto canvas after canvas.
The funny pages of time called life.

A forwards and backwards track..
the mysteries are the memories to be rediscovered with future eyes.
The instance of infinite end happening.

Don't know, but do.
Hunt and hide the answer believed to be missing from outside..
while buried deeper with nostalgia for an lose of search.

When the head spins,
glimpse of other world peering over shoulder,
yet you're unafraid.. 
Something is breaking through the solidity of time.

Of course it's only anemia
or a rush of breath hitting lungs in past tense..
For how else can we translate something to be part of the sane?

How else can we enjoy joy sorrow passion and pain..
if we don't smile with tightly pressed lips 
while truth concealed beneath all illusions?

Everything we walled against
webs whole new conspiracy to be unknotted..
Targeted ambitions, opposing forces.. Thrills of the colour plate.

It's appropriate to express a slightest sorrow comes with found peace.
That. No one, but all undesired images we hold were our only battle.

It's also fair to say I do indulge on every bit of treasured imaginings
and wished them to be more than just.. an unhealthy habitat of mind.

As if kindest cruelty agreed, by ourselves.
Contrasts of lives tied to contracts of hearts..
Until one can no longer forget, we're not lost.


                                                                                ~ Lyric dreamer ~ 30.Nov.2011

~ : Nameless Grace : ~

The sky and earth
all which unseen above
and beneath
the soil under my feet

What grands this breath
what holds this beat
in stillness

This turbulence of life before sight
wild winds seem to have summoned our powerlessness
The brooding turns within
of love
of fear

Still the wild wind taking off
along with our hearts scattering in pieces of heaven
while we felt we are sinking
We are falling deeper

Deeper in darkness
a cave hide away my forgotten escape
the draft of the whirlwind still slithering through

This unbearable coldness
Entrapped by this weak fragile frame
alone and frozen figure in time

The falling tears no longer belong to me
it belong to a memory
Not the memory of warmth
not the memory of all beloved images

The calling of the beginning
the calling of unquestionable completeness
for a questioning heart knows there's an answer
For a seeker knows there's truth beyond horizon
Language of all hearts is the one, only

Asked for this strength
for this bearing
turn a moment of dark coldness over
with the eternal fire within
To cover my sight with love

To set all torments beside
bring all beginning
with a heart knows the answer beyond all horizons


To feel radiant heat of a eternal star
The dark frozen night is illuminating
the moment is beating a heart of living century


Fear is stepping over boundaries
to fearlessness
Release the wind
release all caged monsters


The unworldly light of yours
heals me
humbles me
enables me
the only force completes


Completed
Is the paths of reassurance and undying love
to every child every living in arms of yours
You wake hearts with our every reach
     
                                                                           ~ Lyric dreamer ~ 24.Oct.2011

~: Redeemer :~

~ There is always a dark reason for more darkness. The very same darkness.. can also punch a hole through us, light up the dark all around us. ~

~ The beauty of your light.. transforms every cold night ~  


The icy wind made me turn around to look..
Where did you come from ?
I heard a bang..
The joy in your steps slammed three Winters behind you.

Somehow I forgot too..
what held up my mind
as your switched a new question to my eyes.
You steady eyes answered me.
They speak no regrets.

The honesty blazes through to furthest corner of room.
You said:
Everyone opened my heart is a rough diamond
polishing my eyes even it cuts.
Anyone tries to break me,
will not see a drop of blood.
The fear in me is dead.
I am not the image you see.. but the dark pool in your soul.

Hair on my back stood up.
I could not take my eyes off this dark pool in my soul.
The one God sent
to cleanse all that I couldn't see within

I have never felt anything as bright in my life, as this moment.
The world inside has turned.. reaching to be burnt.
By your living flame.

In you.
I will see all darkness that were mine..
before I slaughter them with my own hands..
and best of all..
neither of us will be afraid.

For that, we knew this is why we've came.
While fears eat all hidden secrets around us..
We slowly die one by one.
Slowly, but surely.
Dead.

So, speak up: you said.
While firmly you eyes grips mine..
I am ready to understand: said I..
As I walk out of the dark
I'd never look back.

Life of time.
To be unconstrained by eyes, by minds, by frames.
Staleness of this fomenting self cannot reach God..
but dying cells of love.

Foment me.
Be the force that breaks who I think I am.
let me portrait you a devil who tries to take my soul,
beneath my grips to God's feet.

So in the moment just before my rebirth.
I can see who I really am again.

With a purified heart,
knowing it's your arm..
that kept me alive.



                                                               ~ Lyric Dreamer ~ 18.Nov.2011

~ : One : ~

Silver silver..
delicate eyes

Is it sorrow I see
a second is fleeting diamond
You looked to me in sizzling ruby

There
I saw fire

Framed by the unwanted image you wanted to see
you told me way too much
by your silent language
your eyes
the only evidence I need

Over shadowing
The burning of distant ice
Your heart is running
from a past
that makes your soul freeze

Ruby ruby..
smoke is rising

Your voice
crackles
in the static of passing fear
Your lips move in swimming desires
I read you crystal clear
when my heart comes 
closer

Before a gasp grasp the moment
high voltage runs through us
striking millions of sparks in light mph

A universe
is created between us.

In darkness
dancing stars and swirling electricity
the space we hold is sacred presence
purified compression
with every thought we share

Here are the vows we make
over and over
to hold each other closer
time and time again
No matter
what we have brought in here

We are one

                                                12/11/2011 ~ Lyric dreamer ~ One~

You

Beneath soft glaring light
behind me on right
I know it's you

not distant memories
but sure silent presence
cultivating spaces between us
as you make time diminish

If it's not you here now..
it never was


We run off opposite directions religiously
to brush pass each other as we say hello

Your voice comes through
notes between a thought
a sound a silence
a space
formed completely ours

echoing in my welling heart
I hear endless whispers of love

The ways your eyes held mine
told histories
of all ever existed

The way your hands reach
disclose dimensional geography
secret routes to all missing stars

Sometimes I play the noises
to prevent this irresistible force
to overtake and devour my being

but my heart gave me away
every time you said my name
It's twisting in me
the tangle of passion
mystery


The way you think
tells me how you dance
When I move
so is my soul
even when I leave my heart with you

every time I go
is to come home to your call
I am the precise reception
to all your doubtless thoughts

This is the way I choose to launch

kiss me
I am waiting for the breeze

touch me
I am always ready for rain

scorch me
I need your heat to know life

scan me
Your eyes translate what I read

hold me
I am ready to melt, in our eternity