~: Seventh Myth :~

charcoal blue night
lashing darker waves in Ocean
timelessly drifting across cosmos
spinning over new turns
in smell of moon light
dews of unearthly tinkle
a thirst.. for eternal night river
tired dreams hums faint melodies
splitting moments into quick sand
she slips through evicts of time
whist dreams frozen in transfix

In silence
her mind spells 7th myth
thoughts flutter pass flame
dancing moths print walls
she heard voice afar
from her beloved
through space distance-less
close and dear.. in heartbeats
soundless breathe imprint her chest

Togetherness welled within division
division embroidered togetherness
in the unseen forces merging
all kindest intent yet hardest rules
mindful mindlessness burns a compass
to heart's conquest in sleepless nights
her eyes drape answers in question marks
her body turns stillness to timeless temple
wadding bell chased dreams back to old Cairo

                                     ~ Lyric Dreamer ~  Aug.2011

~: The Eye* of Time :~

~: The Eye* of Time :~


Human is right between heaven and hell
imprinted soul by mercies of God's love

Don't let darkness fall upon my eyes
it was purity of one heart first called
and formed you from the Ocean tides
you are all the living creation of love
desires of my sleeping consciousness
here, waking me, taking me home
as I pull and tog you by the shore

oh, such a long walk when I resist your calls
all that I thought was real is now just smoke
the smoke of dawn, mistily keep us frozen
in fire of love, in burning.. in reaching pain
yet we don't know what it is, what it is ...

The distance between us is spinning a cosmos
the fears of partings from love keeps us, in dark
you could not stop even it seems to be hurting
this is the paradox of all welling emotions
persistently delude you slyly in untrue motions
oh God, help us to know what this is ..



" There are no secrets in heart of God,
     only love knows your reasons .. "

Riddles.. yet another riddles of truth
now, do you know there is no truth
it is a dream, weaved with your brilliance
a profound insanity living in a dream
in earth shaking passions we die for love
sometimes entail deep disturbed darkness

yet it's the true identity you long to forget
 
Which is.. has been, always.. eternally..
love itself.. no less.. no more.. Just .
So you roll, on thorns, with roses
wrenched in lashing waves, volatile Ocean
enthralled by pain.. Volcanic explosions
as Chaos" the theory of logistics

Just Love.. finding it's own trails

after taking off, drunken in endless sky


It is in your eyes.. that I know I'm of God,
it is in my heart, that I know we can never part
it is tears from my eyes, tell my thoughts lied

all that wakes as love is from God. Infinite.
all that eludes in fear is from ego. in finite

We are the spirit that wakes to the wind,
speaks it's dreams through bodies of time

that each thought .. I "...

The life and force of the true identity
is in substance of air
you", we" inhale and breath..
fuel the fire stream the sea
breaking into dark corners
wrap you softly in blanket
call it love, call it God
whatever grants the I " whole
while we look into each other

                              ~ Lyric dreamer ~

~: Illusionss :~

~: Illusionss :~     
                           Yes.. I know .. ss .. hush ..



Morning, she's woken in curtained darkness
light, tiptoed around her thoughts..
Poetry, is passionate 
It stirs you in unintentionally

Light.. a matter of time
Arise.. when a sadden soul
un-clutch the wings around oneself
Brush off illusions, return to eternity

Illusions
how beautiful, how enchanting
how intoxicating .. it invites you in
a love affair, a moment with the poeticised self "..


And, it's so brutal. oh, so brutal..
when the pain release itself to corrupt you
make you it's slave.. for love of the illusion, a cage

Love of earthly desires, clip your wings
while you are sleeping.. a dream within a dream
ego rivals against God, to take you in.. 
hell

It's when you drench your heart in tears
roll your mind on thorns
leave your body to burn, to ashes..
n single moment anew
you escape

The fire, of life
the path one must fear not, to take
All else ..
wrap you in and keep you in tombs of time
chain you, to a dark pyramid

Yet.. illusions, are butterflies
flutter your heart.. bring you tears..
forever illuminating the souls belong to yours
hold it soft, dear

Dances before your eyes, draws you closer
lets you go further.. says hello when it is goodbye
it's a grand love affair, with God
surrender

Throw it like a dice.. with your soul bidden
Dedicate the butterfly to each moment
Love, taste clouds
as if you'll never wake.. tomorrow

                                                      ~ Lyric Dreamer ~

~ : C for Sand : ~

Sigh ~ eden shore.. is whispering ...
calling her through the ally,

midnight smells of green and earthy hue ..
lost thoughts.. carried behind her neck, above the spin.
Sand again and again, still, the seashells.. yearning for sea.

Feels like November, the month of nostalgia and honey.
Returned again.. was her lost,  before she's born.
answers, cracked on the rocks and howled.

This is not a dream, not a joke, she bites her lip,
keeping it close to her chest, keeping it still ..
life, forces you out of your own will,
fill your heart with love, fill it with sorrow,

the comfort of lost dreams, lost hopes,
a sudden absurd longing of forgotten fears,
alas ... it was at least something familiar..

even that, she's now lost it to the call "
Looking back at her trail, she saw him,
distant and sincere, deep and silent
wind blows his hair said not a word..
tears rolling, but she doesn't move,
the stubbornness that held her fast,
gravitated, gave it her whole heart
like it ever was.. like it ever was...
a prisoner released from her sentence..
she ran, still crying, with lump in her throat..
God, did not come to you and leave for no reason..
it is not meant to be pain, now she's loved.
or a trick of fate, to keep pain so she feels..
the unattended thoughts, wishful fears.

Not looking back, distant further ..

deepest love in soul-felt pure .
so clear, make her heart ache..
Once her love given fully,

it's in lifts of unruly wind..
Pearls, rolling tears on waves
landed on her cold palms
with sand on her checks ..

she smiled, eyes beaming,

the glowing shimmer..

she has received the moon.

~ : Scroll of Lyrical States : ~

~ :  Scroll of Lyrical States  : ~


When sunsets, distill mind from matters. Temple all thoughts of desire to heart in gold ray. Bless with butterfly wings, return to serenity.

At dawn, Invite mist.. silently brush over new beginnings. Embraced inner being, step into connection with all life, tribute remembrance.

In day, behold eyes of every being with God, answer with love. Echo purity of hearts, with ripples of liquid crystal from inner silver pond.

Noon, transit knowledge of soul reminiscent in smiles. Connect all beings to heart center with joy, a gentle reassurance of shared path.

In dreams, journey out, unite love ones.. venture into star lights, to depth of  dark mysterious universe. Soul dance, glide, soar beyond vibrant clouds.


 "  It's a bless to have this freely shared in God's grace. A credit for poetic dreaming is quite enough to delight this moppet's hush lil ego  "   ~ Lyric Dreamer ~

Trade of scars

aware
darkness
all around

light swipes
back forth
passing
penetrative
affectionately
expose her space
simmering soft comfort
where dreams are alive
her world sleeps by
womb of creation
unanswered to
questionings
wavering
in silver
glitters
catch
multitudes
in lights of life
snowing rainbows
timeless dimensions
waves of sounds push
breathe of sea rushes in
space shift out a new horizon
boundaries dissolve by splashes
recalling motions of night dreams

chased into destination unknown
by the man who's covered by scars
trader of mobility and substance
speaks hidden terrors of pain
unaware of why she runs
perhaps in all seen marks
spring distance between

love and hatred within
how do you see love
witnessing the scars
demolishing anger
vanishing hopes
turning around
remembering

she's came
for a reason
handing it out
Scar in her palm
in face of herself
she received a key
in elements of truth
the trading is now done
the sufferer is within herself

reeling tracks

invisible entry
an exit comes
glide knowingly
in none existence
warm light
earthly liquid
cocoa beans
I, vanishing
to finger tips
between the eyes
sense of touch
hyphens stillness
gentle reassurance
living essence
within time and space
speaking elements
feelings of clockworks
yet undercurrents
unseen motions
imprints, thoughts
exciting, transmittable
from Bermuda triangle
to river Nile Pyramid Horus
soundless reeling tracks
inner dreams and hopes
translations in between
unconceivable realities
perceptive vacancy
now wholly irreverent
train of thoughts
critical voices of mine
in combative wars
it's meanings
are at lost
in words
visions
remain poetic sketch

Clues of hour Zero

Clues to the grandeurs affair
is in strange seeings of hearts
natural connection when eyes met
in faintest bloom of a secret blush
quietest affinity with one as of thy self
insistent revelations of hidden warmth
undeniable joy in brief boundryless states
slightest provocativeness turn to laughter 
soft comfort of a world not completely closed
the end of one's solitude in timeless strength
beginning of one's magnitude on an extensive forge 
you rush to contain a sigh and echo in your soul
stop and capture a look.. touch it with your smile
begin to be aware of love's soul bearing quests
in pain in separation we long to unite as whole
in each new tale spark of eternity created
you will seek me out even without time
you will seek me out even without light
you will seek me out even without path
you will seek me out even in deep despair
seek me out in longest nights
seek me out by darkest Moon
seek me out on dimmest paths
seek me out at hopelessness nest
Cos this is your given clues
I am yours riddles to decrypt
I am stories yours to be told
I am the dream yours behold
song, touch your deepest core
because I am your lover
and the faithful servant
your equal grandeurs self
I am your life,  your soul
I am God in which all that is
one you tirelessly devote
and called out at hour zero
find me now in clues
return to home soon
purest vision expressive
my boundless love interpreted

Eye of Rebirth

Clues to the grandeurs affair
is in strange seeings of hearts
natural connection when eyes met
in faintest bloom of a secret blush
quietest affinity with one as of thy self
insistent revelations of hidden warmth
undeniable joy in brief boundryless states
slightest provocativeness turn to laughter 
soft comfort of a world not completely closed
the end of one's solitude in timeless strength
beginning of one's magnitude on an extensive forge 
you rush to contain a sigh and echo in your soul
stop and capture a look.. touch it with your smile
begin to be aware of love's soul bearing quests
in pain in separation we long to unite as whole
in each new tale spark of eternity created
you will seek me out even without time
you will seek me out even without light
you will seek me out even without path
you will seek me out even in deep despair
seek me out in longest nights
seek me out by darkest Moon
seek me out on dimmest paths
seek me out at hopelessness nest
Cos this is your God given clues
I am yours riddles to decrypt
I am stories yours to be told
I am the dream yours behold
song, touch your deepest core
because I am your lover
and the faithful servant
your equal grandeurs self
I am your life,  your soul
God in which all that is
one you tirelessly devote
and called out at hour zero
find me now in clues
return to home soon
the purest vision expressive
my boundless love interpreted

Chasing bullets

On the cliff 
where all sounds sleep
echo of mountain air
swoops ocean tides
howling patrolling
hungry eyes
be the wolf
seeking blood, bones
or the corpse
eaten devolved 
a whisk of flesh
torn to death
sacred life        
a storm
run from or run to
spinning electric force
turns thundering wheels
to be with the dream mist
lingers by feet of forest
sips crystal dews of green
vacant and distant
soft snoozing drips
like forgotten tears
here it comes
strayed notions
restless hunt
burnt for victory
once aimed
no longer living
object, amusement
any target
for chasing bullets
shot of eager spear
a blast of darkness
warm flood of life flaunts over
heart beating faintly in memories
of closing steps shadowing
in the eyes with all fire
melts drops by cold ice
my beloved sighed
cried in light so dim
a spark of time flew        
was it all but a dream
why his hands are so cold
the shore is further
sing songs of love
it is frail but sure
if you listen ..  

Song

My deepest desire to sing
in distances of our belonging
you and me in the vast space
notes dance across universe
each lands softly as our tears

spark off a hundred stars
shine on darkest nighs
of all tireless journeys

you are my faith
my strength
my desire to be

Heaven, is not a place we go .

Heaven and hell is on earth
ohh how foolish of us to think
it is a place we go after death
Look around
see with the eyes of your soul
many hell bound brothers walk among us
you are frightened, you want heaven
you keep and steer your distances
Yes the gate for you to heaven
is within in a seed, a spark
which you sew in a turmoiled soul
aspire the moment of innocence
which was forgotten within them

Hell bound ones are still creator's off springs
for each choice made and steps taken
they journey darker sinister places.. lost
with each temptation they surrender to
they are lost.. children in sweet shops
tears fall when the night draws
a world turned the back on them
cast them in hell and give no hope
in grievances the only wish is vengeance
to be left in gutters and forgotten

Children of God, what are you doing ?
It is your brother, it is your sister..
they need your help in darkest nights
frightened and hopelessly trapped
while the rest of the world creates a image
of heaven .. with glimmering trinkets
luscious delights of material gains
which is yet another form of hell
a hell of emptiness and unfeeling
a void that bars our true callings
to our inexhaustible need to love
to give and share all we have
to keep us in delusions
short temporary happiness
where we numb our pain
of hearing howls from hell
We have traded our vision of love
with images of dolls with sleeping souls
of all which are unreal, and hollow
yet there is deep longing still
we think there is more we need
to acquire to obtain from this world
When it is a sure sign that we long
to behold love and it's power to reach
every dim dark places where scarcity is

Do not be afraid to love my dear
those hideous faces of anger
are more vulnerable than you know
they have kept themselves in a jail
told themselves there's no tomorrow
in this loveless world with no hope
and you, my child, will be the light
the bringer of the sun, the warmth..
cast a different shade to their existence
and bring about miracles of love
it is God's gift to you, child
the heaven is on earth
when you hold out your hands
with just a slightest smile
welcome those frightened souls
the kingdom is not a place we go
it is our work to bring it forth

Tides of Eternity and Ego

Stillness
angels and demons
at gate
whist
I rest beside
embedded grave of fate
we sleep in silence
eyes open
Tears pushed over by pulses
this love, no time can chase over
we died a thousand years ago
in time, mere a concept of mortality
You, are an echo of longing I cried out
when I was faithless to eyes of my soul
broken, in rituals of numb existence
I sleep walk.. a state of unconsciousness
it has always been my heart that reads
countless poems you gently sang.. sooth my soul
haunting melodies dance inside me, never forgotten
each note clenched to my chest by indigo nights...
waiting.. of my return, our next step forward

Stars laugh in timeless play, tickling Moon
I ran across in speed of light, reach for you
timed distance, between melodic rhythms
counted all the stones thrown up to the shore
memories, all I won't recall still yet to be born
ripples.. signs before your return to wake me
yet we were shook into another existence
tiny fragile fossils embossed by Storm
with a infinite kiss lies in heart of Earth
again I was blind, in a mortal world
to walk a course signed with our soul

Once written in lyrical embodiment
every last thought to be forgotten
of all such passion I declared for you
reformed a heart that bears more
with eyes that sees too deep too far
with the love you endlessly pour
I was a siren in tides of ego
a flake of ice froze in thin air

playing dolls and I became a doll
transitional maze in my own core
I became a world melt in plastic pots
all that I wish and care to be, is the light
that dances around your every shift

Truth never linger impressed ink on scrolls
nor could it remain in prisoners of region
lies of man amplified by Satan's microphones
all that which weakens lavishes his thorn
a dice jolt to chance in all names of one God
ego, tied men beside in confused mumble
tension, wells in smells of bitter fear
is it a win for the take or is it a draw
Man, God and Ego play daily games
it costs a fair dim you ought to share
believer's faith is in tracing inner grace

Here, I am but a soul fills sheets of dreams
by the shore, I am a siren with new sore feet
given chance redeems ego convicted sins
in dreams where I once devoured and theft
games played seen and done times more
visions in bold prints from ink of my skull..
heart wrenched ships are devil's scores
of all whom won't ride far out of the storm
I sat by bleeding sun in a frozen sea
watched all weakened men sink and fleet

Oh, was it Satan's work in my mind.. tricks

a loveless heart that casts evil spells on
upon a world of sleeping soulless bearings
sacrificed in sins I died 9 times and more
crime against the mortal lives of mine

no one but me, murdering self within
whilst again.. I failed to believe..
eyes of my form cannot see
and touch all that which I am..
a part of you.. of God



I hear waves through concrete walls
the old mountains rumble my name
from under the tarmac wrapped Earth
the wind carries your sighing breath
sorrow foamed in cherished grief
fire burns a hole from the day before
like an empty glass house
I have no where to hide
from the scene of a world inside
God, I was never taught how to swim
in tides of eternity.. fears of dying ego
before he left to rein demon's ordeals
crucified in blood of fear, over and over again
reborn beneath with all banished souls
I cried each time a wave rushes over me

in this tiny existence of nothingness
Yet everything beside, a part of me
the terror the joy the love the pain
in every cell in every inch of my being

Sun and Moon rise and fall
all happening witnessed
cradles a core beyond imagination
every living tale in grand creation
a invisible entry to every form
welcome with open arms
embraced as love
worshiped as God
crucified by fear
diminished as evil
delighted we play childish games
in darkness,  mis-created pain
frozen past formed uncut diamonds
all wisdom gained, on journeys to deep
unraveling a existence already happened
exiled a moment
where new universe was formed
I no longer know who I really am or was
nor do I know who and what is where
to begin, or end

To me.. you are everything before my eyes
appear within this moment, in purest love
in devious thoughts of all mischievousness
begging for my return yet withhold a path
almost that if a region you cannot walk
water below Lillis leading it's own destiny
your words in washes of night ocean
" just don't forge me..  my love
I can be denied but I will never cease
the power of my light is for your to contain "

tears rain.. on my tired sore eyes
when my heart bloomed in fire
finally I see you, in the center of me
where we are formed as divinity
the eternity of all dimensions

Sunlit garden, dancing sparkles.. Stars
in the center of complete darkness
lies and truth of all that we thought
play on.. in joy of random shuffle
bemused, with our listening ears
with our own playful faith and belief
angels and demons are sent
by commands to walk beside us
with messages of delight, from his Grace
: Come ! whisper me some more !

Warmth

The feelings of your soul reflect back to mine
pouring your life through the cuts in me
now a river that runs all my quiet wisdom
revived I awash all mine back to yours
I am warmth and I am there in your loneliness
silently I weep while stand by your side
your faithless vision see not my light
I now command you to touch and  feel
not by the skin and felt of another form
but reach to me with your soul
I want to be known and hold close
I want you to become a part of mine
to be the warmth you miss the most
all which were yours to behold
give and be that fire you wish
I, warmth.. become yours for real

Fate

Fate, we linger on to your dress
and make your our bride
do our daily dance
wed you twice
and more

Fate, we hold on to your heels
tripping over the banquette
we seem so devoted
yet you are puzzled

Fate, you walk away today
as if we have never met
the spell is broken
you were in tears
I chased after you
and saw you for real

You are just a tiny little force
gathering all the collective thought form
all that we believe true and hold on to
we name everything after you
no wonder you are scared

Fate, come over here
a soft gentle cuddle
all these things we dump on your door
now you really don't want to go home
when everyone makes you responsible
while grip on to you as the invisible crutch

Fate, common, lets just run
all you wanted is dance in the ball
and play with every child of God
and tell your little bright stories
lift them with your fairy dust
so they will soon fly with your bless

Fate, lets go and play
enjoy our day
leave the world behind
let them take their own steps
you are tired of sprinkling sparkles
turning to some sort of therapeutic substance
you just want to scream with all your little might
and tell them to all  bloody make their own fate
instead of dumping their rubbish on your white dress

Sigh ~ Your beautiful dress
made of clouds and candy floss
so sweet so soft so light
now it's turning grey
with ash of pain

follow me Fate
lets run away fast
race lightning
they'll never catch
we are free to storm
as far as we wish

Chasam of Thunder

The sea visited today
in, over and over
drawn yet contained
salt in cool blood streams
turned a rush of fever
when sun came
catch in tides
of sky blue high
so right, so light
like always
like beginning

Pure white velvet bliss
hush blue weaver dreamer's crib
ever lasting tides of silver lining
memories crash by shore
flying pearls and crystal spills
in blossom of sleeping lotus
fused heart enclosed
mercy reside insolence
unrecongnised saboteurs
array within darkening twilight
interwoven illusions of ego parade
trading truth with made beliefs
hooked hell to hosts an empire
bear it's plan to contaminate
victories, of man made glory

Prayers carve a blessing stone
from a man's innermost core
throw it afar across forth
in the beam of lightning
furthest edge of the ocean
to a deep chasm of absolute
ripples, soul dances ignite
fuel fire within the soul
armed in diamond laser
entering the eye of storm

the Goddess light
the Godly ray
shine on to all behold
house sacred hearts in temples
power sparks in heaven

Eternity, glides over
by light  by moon
liquid silk of metallic river
linger by and whispered
" Be mine, be forever
soar, in nightly fragrance
belong, to deepest desire
sleep in pure lasting bloom "
in my unbreakable vowels
woken a world of wonder
launch, close in, onto turbulence
every fiber in burning swift of time
strike, I was born to ride thunder
from the start... the war is already over

Oracle Moon's voyage

I lay out a line
and placed it in between
the last and the next thought
metaphors of my existence
is now... again, shape shifting
between spirit and dreams
I see no one is really here
except the eterne echo
of oracle moon's last breath
on earth where she lived by
inner core of her fire origin
where her stance is one and all
for thousands and millions women
all their subbing tears at sleepless nights
and the tireless prayers of love
formed a moon lit path
a crystal trail with diamond cut edge
steep fall, to beneath with all captured souls
chained by delusions of self possessed grievance
lava of pain, betrayal, lust, hurdles to underworld
each step is a trial with transparent horror
Love, is a warrior's accredit
not an fainthearted voyage
whilst the world represented you
erotic fantasies with another body
entice your senses with luscious desires
bar your move with icicles of frozen tears
where one must now keep inner eye open
to walk the twist of her dire crystal passage
I anchor my soul to my timeless divine lover
spear the passion with undiminished fire
walk through flam for a cleansed destiny
beholding her sacred Babylonian locket
enraptured with her deepest grace
walk on in given bless
an entry to the next gate

World remain

Divided
North East South West
arrows point
yet no direction
over crossed rhythm
confusion chase thoughts
empty houses
homeless souls
who were on frenetic escapes
minds in captive frozen gates
ranched ships on sea of no hope
sank the king with barbed throne
the drowning world
nor beginning or end
neither win or lost
suffocated chances
aggravated virtues

Everyday fools are in war
lives slips off finger tips
aggravation, bitter sorrow
children, assume hatred
guns, grown man's tools
woman,hidden in despair
father's last meal was not even warm
mother's touch is by death's door
if so, to choose with one faith
there can never be tomorrow
mechanistic track streams forward
interminably moments rise anew
followers of fallacy
compelled dusk to revolt
apocalypse of love
summoned by supreme will
sleep now my world
tomorrow's journey
maybe infinitely long
consciousness sleeps
identical doors with riddles
summed with erroneous tilts
look up you'll see the floor
wrong choices lead devastating falls
parallel universes alleviate one destiny
leap, one and all soul ascension
unit all shattered pieces whole
grace, perceptual ease
whist world remains
all meant but not end

A moment to glow

Hush... I hear my love
in the wind raffles my hair
I dance to the delight
knowing you're here
lyrical steps on sleepless dreams
our sweet imaginative seduction
glazed poetic lovelorn illusion
dimension surrounds by diamond ray
even if taken by unknown danger
we're cradled in uttermost protection
enclosed in mighty force of a crown
the only devastation can savage ours
is tricks by darker side of our twins
yet bewildering kisses still blown far
sacredly folded scents flashes flown
there I exhaled last century's rose
in lavender shade of blue mist
deja vu of your whispering breath
tickling my soft bared neck
when my eyes had another name
another life we weren't meant
a future forwarded in capture
notes you've vividly played
echo with my every next word
became your speaking codes
telling me you know I'm yours
thoughts you engraved burns
memories of you is fire
calling forth to wakings
from dreams within dreams
lights forms vibes shifting
time entrapped unity in mazes
we are all half shattered pieces
always find moves to be closer
follow each other to the end
even without the pieces ever met
even darkness seem dimly glorious
hope lit eyes with yours in mine
our palms open while grace falling
all pain endured are healed
the second ticks silencing bless
a moment to glow is ever after

Your side in mine

My love
by the sea
time is now
turned to stones
In a parallel space
I feel your sure being
even my eyes blind me
here with constant lies
that, no longer matters
as the heart of mine
has now turned over
with your side in mine
love as we always have
ride on God's cosmic spree
eternally one and whole
you are the echo to my call
the light in darkest nights
all forces from pure entwine
safe hold our inviolable core
no matter how far we part
even when hell break loose
chaos send forth all armies
in smiles and thousand kisses
we always remain side by side

Codes

Time stands still and I glide
to the mind of silent infinity
walking on a invisible path
there I see no one, no sign
no road, rail nor transport
cannot tell if it was a fall or float
only that I am intimately engaged
to feel the textures of my dreams
to weaver the rich soil of my mind
thoughts... watch seedlings grow
in this outland
love is felt vividly
shapes shifts lucidly
imaginings becomes realities
realities become dreams

I know you are here
with me
even when I open my eyes
you are not there to be seen
to be heard ,touch, and held
only my reflection stands
before my three shadows
yet I hear your voice speaks to me
your heart and soul ebb and flow in me
it's almost indistinguishable
who's heart is sundering 
who's tears are falling
In you I find myself feeling
all too keenly all too tenderly
your sorrow bear to my own
even I was the cause 
and you never said a word
your joy, reach to me so brightly
like the bust of first ray from morning sun
smiles that shines deeply
I melt...
and turn to silver bells of Spring
slide off the curve on the full bloom of moon
every time

You, the golden child of stars
Here with you, I am free
to fall without gravity
in knowing
of a grand existence
memories of divine love
where you and I never part
always, forever, endless, eternity
are not pretty words of love
but only language we could ever speak
only words we can ever truly understood
all else we finds sorrow, dark holes
yet growth is part of the journey
to find what we have left to return
what is completeness without knowing pain
like butterflies of light from cocoons of life
you are my left wing and I am your right
our love is a belonging to soar free
the deepest surrendering of our hearts

Even if I was descending to hell
heaven is still within your heart I hold dear
nothing divides you from my existence
eternity is here, this very moment
written in the book of transition
you engrave the codes to my being
in constant spin we mark each other
threads of truth doing, undoing with love
the tug and pull before our ultimate launch
every code signified is no mystery to me
your thoughts are louder than my heartbeat
love in a dimension where no sphere or time
past, present, future exist within the awakening
codes of our calling travels across cosmos
alchemy of purification transmit hearts
in the original language God speaks
inside the infinite mind of yours
summon all that ever is
bring it forth to being
I am ready to be

Crusaders of Love

Her will sets her to be free
running through those corridors
opening, walking though doors
lead to more corridors, more doors
the key clinched to her palm
her heat streams a force forward
searching for one transition
uniquely made to her entry
deliriously lost
eludes in distraught
shadows appear
hell dogs hustle
the mistress stalks

Her hair float
smiles frozen
rigid frailty masked in icy steel
a haunt of her lifetime sorrow
her soul is a clouding burnt corpse
spellbound in fate of melancholy
softly glazed sink to dim lit hollow
subservient past hosts her motion
while she plays villain in her chase
with orders to unknown corridors
they are both in captivation
herself may not yet known
each step unfold as she follows
the sense, the desire awaken
of freedom to infinity untold
her escapee is now her hope

With the key in her hand
suddenly the path rise within her
while gaze into her pursuer's eyes
swamps of darkness drawn by clarity
mistress of mortality is no longer in discord
a soul transmission reflecting united division
clamps their opposition to intricate a pathway
echo of their silence emoted new waves
awash them both in truth to sober shore
new land with new possibilities
two new crusaders love brought

The metaphorical edge

Drifting light vacantly casts dream mist
aggravation, earthbound spirit silently caves
in between consciousnesses of dusk
doors locked, eyes shut, arms fold
she knows... can't shut out the world within
seeking traces out of this toil
wishing at least an act to follow
knowledge, concepts.. frail doodles
willful chants spell her backwards
to the beautiful soulless palace
eerie stillness in lifeless poise
her every move watched
every thought scrutinized
by mistress of mortality
who hosts her stay
exotic, hypnotically engaging
walks her maze with eloquence

Fear to love is on her lost hand
impetuous gamble with no courage
mortal lord's bidden for her return
offerings of wedged ego won his keep
her inmost weakness exposed
wounded child framed in glazed hour
pined to gravity.. trade to his power
lulling her service in further ascendant
cultivated to be one of his best kept dolls
with promise to all that is known
embellished beauty and jewels
delusiveness ignorance enslave
antidote for pain and suffer
is adhered to juvenile wounds
her lost child within is lost

She became an operating projector
endless show from behind her eyes
drawn inland to deeper darker corners
past future in slides of capricious chaos
it's the birth as well the death
the mother as well as the child
petrified affair to bare one's soul
scars folded fears in smashing tumble
concrete made believe obstacle courses
we are the fearsome offspring of darkness
or sons and daughters of glorious light
all in switch of one single intent
a quicksilver autonomy
by the metaphorical edge

She knew she's been here before...
skeletons of sacrificed were plugged from her bones
she was, and yet again devoid addict of nonexistence
to emotional tranquilizer for her brief release
of all collective torture, the pill is... fear
she knows it's no permanent escape
the anchor is out of deceptive illusion
to justify the crime against herself
she has to face her own capturer
and the perpetrator to her torments
who' one and all her permissive self
conducting her very own crucifixion
eventually she'll break the invisible prison
without entail a cosmic holocaust
in reflections she must gaze through behind
to ones beside she must look on beyond
every facet of acquaint cast her chosen inner state
exile to love hidden beneath all likeness
in the ultimate becoming of returning truth

Whilst she stay paralyzed by old foreboding fate
swig the liquor in slow soul suicide taint
will the ubiquitous Queen who steers
rise from cremated aspects
out of self constructed paradox
fire her soul aiming an upwards fall
back to the alchemy of unembellished faith
answer eludes in smoky haze of pearl shades
prayers echo in temples, sweet scent of hope
embraced by soul bind lover within her core
captivated time, glimpse of all summed matters
in diligence, undergo between the known and unknown
from darkness to solace, God's vision amids oppositions

Kiss and tell

Baby... life is a game
and the show must go on
you are the director, actor
dancer, photographer, light engineer
complete life production is in your hands
don't look to me as if I have your answer
you know deep within that I am only a reflection
a figure of desire you painted on canvas
a vision you installed with your passion
a soul you engraved your love to core
I dance to your music while you incite my heart
there is no rules and neither of us follow

I dip my fingertips to test the warmth of sea
you raise your chin to feel direction of the wind
we surrender to and commend all elements
with omniscient marvel of the universe
in the story we share and act
the King and  the Queen
the princess and prince
warriors and magicians
lovers and muses
part our journeys
so be anyone we want to be
there we fold secret chapters

Ultimately we'll share our secrets
in the book of kiss and tell
stories of missions and bravery
we inventors and adventurers
in alchemy of life and union of souls
we know there is no end
in all mysteries to be discovered
but for now... life is short
the dance, songs, plays must go on

matrix

... steppin through the matrix... sinlov ~1165 ~

Stepping through the matrix
watch out for mind tricks
it's all a boom of your belief
at this instant moment
what you hold to
must be true
certain and sure
just for you

Dreamer's Alibi

Her journey to king Solomon's maze
a radical omniscient quest
in steps of inquisitorial wonder
whilst the lord of dark chamber 
remitted his gatekeeper's launch
finked her sacred pedant with an insidious trade
welcome her by 11th gate anticipating a lost
or arrival in hair flaring sink through satanic gravity
In a turn she leaped forth with all mischievous delving
hellbound espy not even one vixen's spectral track
faint hearted tailing overthrown in ashen orts
in audacious violet relentlessly blazed
misestimated traps accelerated her knowledge
path of a rapid speeder on impetuous conduct
mirage in perceptible etude beaming to the third vision
absence in fugitive state she's semi equivocated 
loveless creeds entraps all her sleepless dreams 
God deemed her a dreamer's alibi in his enterprise

A demon's Godly hour / Fire and Ice

Fire and ice running down my spine 
deafening static crackles behind my eyes
atmosphere smokes Cinnamon& chili spice
love of two in luminous elegant hold
your touch and kiss mark me your soul
love amphibiously 
never let go
Sun sealed moments 
of a soft burst fire 
heart turn flow run to ancient gold
in sand drip ocean orbit of time
rapture of brightest darkness
reside two parts of a whole
whispers could no longer hold 
egoless state of being
a touch of God's bearing
a frame of eternity in competency  

Your eyes burn within me 
fuel transits of time and space
maybe one of the first 
maybe the last
kiss
till our stone cold tears fall
behold and soar in sweetest bliss
love again as the beginning 
love again till the end
In this bewilderment 
no division nor hatred
one and all more than the fragility 
of all mortal existence in time
our endless soul journeys

Devour not by lord of mortal sins 
cast all your spells
banish me in all your realms 
no more fear nor any enchantments
bind me not to shapes that cannot be set free
truth within a sovereign kiss
seen and sealed with my lips
through and through in delusive dreams  
yet I will not leave without your awakening 
love is impaired without your blessed being
no matter how deep this origin within
we stand in parallel existences 
maybe a spec of dust in space
a moment in grandeur
all that can be fractured 
made real in minds wish no life to be
hands to caress such invisible grace
or trigger to destruct, cause pain
all granted with immensity 

Set me light in single glance of purity
behold faithfully I am
your bureau of sweet surrendering
a dying phoenix of flame lit divinity
sacredly unit deep within cosmic river
play immortality in a demon's godly hour 
this intrinsic soul is one with you at will

Labyrinth

From this Ivory tower
where she froze time and events
past pulls her to where she could not go
place of powerlessness disowned ruins

Has she made a false promise to love
or is this her Madonna's cross
is she in godless existence
perhaps sightless in his place
in this prison she's captured
an oppressive closet enclosed
all these pain not known to escape

Clinched space once sacred and whole
darkening intrusions creped on her form
ravenous violation suffocated her soul
her skin and bone torn but unknown
host to a vengeful child's out lash
outgrown tortured soul strayed
Mother, will you soon be home
tried not to cry but she's lost
it seem such a dark road
men with sinister deed
approached in greed
voicelessly crucified
center of her heart
turned solemn lock
the hero is dead
knight never was

Her journey began
tragic funerals forward
wherever she disburse
there is spineless form
hankering drill spills will
between heaven and hell
she saw men glide and fall
in her quell flounce and taunt
she walks on in claggy haunt
lifeless cold plaque stone
a past of vague dreams
a love was never real
sleeping fairy tales
silent tears cursed
sorrows untold
she's ephemeral

In quiet existing stillness
gleaming sun casts gold
a key to sacred kingdom
arise to unfolded her hope
her hero is held hostage
beside gates of realms
armour dismounted
for her witness
distill her course
decay her faith

Map excluded
self engraved
a labyrinth
her soul
only route 
to this battle
her strength
to declare
victory or lost
her only exoneration
alone, her steps forward
beloved, awakening to her call
light within prevail pure and sure
in single decree all fear alleviated

Justice forged lightning storm
striking forth in command
darkness vanishing in held
whom prey in dark will
aggravate in cruel and ill
their blood thirst fan slits
fool's fall in bottomless pits
everted themselves whole
swallowed existence
to the mouth within
dire self savages
no mercy nor remorse
equilateral inception in just
whist requiem atoned

Heavenly ray beams
uttermost love radiates
pain, fear, suffer no longer sustain
Truth no longer equivocate
within infinite timeless being

Locket of her heart explicated
her spirit once more illuminate
a bird's broken wings restored
once more she's high flown
to her beloved calls
journey reunite

Temples

Temples of Gods and Goddesses 
Between infinite lives 
guiled with diamond& Gold
holy stories unfold 
afflicted scrolls
vigilantly followed
alters of faith were built

Wake me my beloved Queen
Wake me to air of your fragrant wise beauty
Wake me to walk your serene ocean depth
Rise me to your side and be yours, only strength

Wake me my majestic King
Wake me to beats of your sure heart keeping
Wake me to bath in your handsome solemn ray
Rose me to your side and be yours, only love

Too many lives lost in vapid kills
blooded hands stained gates of heaven
in causes of terror and raised wars
declare God's or man's will 
should I pursue or should I go
truth woven between sin and guilt
Mercy rest my heart beneath his will

Unite our force emerge our will
bring back sublime vision call on truce 
restore love and light to garden of Eden
in this eternity we all indivisibly belong

Sure light

... as the riddler composes a rhyme... ~ Rasko ~ 1111
As the riddler composes a rhyme
the 7th world spins a realm
and all said created
say it gently
carefully
with blessing
form a sure light
for all children living

Immanence

firelight-3-robert-masters

Fire is burning
spark lit beginning
all that was done and gone
moment before here and now
none existence
no longer tied to yesterday's tokens
I set my sight to this new horizon
pure creation at one with all that is
what is now and about to come

the historian's concept
were of memories
reasoning of truth
existed to yesterday
and it's power sleeps in ashes
remain a never reached creation
purity and enlightenment
inconceivable with what's already gone

a state of being within now
like a child's wonderments
of life, beneath it's glorious light
past assumes shadows of clouds
mere vague recollections
of what was after the sun
watch this flame, evaporate all fears
wake now and intend every step forth
beholding this heart ardent and sure
by trust and hope in your knowing
immanence elevates your becoming

Warfare

Drumming of  ethereal falls
the castle mirage is sinking fast
by sand and storm called
my King is captured
obscured, concealed
from my minds eye
an ambidextrous mire
one slowly caves in
deceptive collusion
with ego and mind
the more the struggle
deeper the inextricable

You give him your soul
while he entrap what enthralls
cultivate what penetrate your fears
in kingdom where power of souls cannot hold
there can be no fear in given spear
but in hands that daggers terror& despair
and in it's savage feral we became lost
to him and his victorious vaunt

He had you at his will
in your own battle
he draws you in
right between
the fine line of
good and evil
God and ego

You thought your were sure
before you set out to war
where and when blood drips 
stained this sobbing heart so pure
in black, in corrupted forms
he installed his power
claim you to his army
even you were sure


And this is the war
time to draw my sword
my King was not for taking
not for his benevolent exchange
toyed in his daily noxious inhale
of illiberal fragile weak willed souls

For I, have wedded to this soul
in mine and his will
this united force
must journey onwards
in whole intact enforcement
not in wrenched decadent hope
which sleeps in our treacherous forms
and never see the dawn

Ohh yes, this is a war
the only weapon you will need
to defeat the undefeated
is in your own Satori
in contemplation of victory
it is Love

My king.. my true beloved
composed in majestic will
in this love I am yours
never part never abjure
for my journey to you
as was, is, always
a destiny
of unity

portaly

What was, is, always will

... sorry your heart is wrong
I have no more song... eddee shaw ~ 1108


Sorry your heart is wrong
I have no more song
for that which was real
could not be played with fiddle
reach in for my soul
touch me not in prurience
before it burns a hole
to what was, is, always will

Close your eyes

...shadowing the glare like a valance... ~ naked lunch ~1105


Shadowing the glare like a valance
winged creature fright and vanish so fast
shapes forms moving behind my mind
what do you see and where are you
... when you closed your eyes
depends on what is your belief
short cuts to be an instant astronaut
shut your eyes and look deep within

Float

... float easily riding the surface... ~  Andover1111~ 1096

Float easily riding the surface
life is yet another ship on journey
for all I have
speaks no more but my borrowing
for all I love
I carry within dead or living
My love, this is only short parting
soon united again on our way back home

Fearless_by_Katzilla13

Say it is so Know it is so

Here I come before you, with love
knowing all that I know
whatever may not be even so
Sorrow and joy of which known as "I"
given to a space of no existence or time

Humbly I strip away the bigotry of mine
lay that ever judging mind beside
painfully made aware of all tied me back
you are perfection behold my inner eyes
ignited a flam of deep watery emotion
there is nothing left of me before you
but the translucent light within glimmers to your eyes

A love knows of nothing but to hold you here and dear
knows of no differences nor bestow fears
burns purifying fire in simple giving of "I"
lit all that I thought were once true and right
restore sights seeing love rising in every moment near

This love can never be diminished
I say it is so and know it is so
for you, love made me whole

In exile

Look into the eyes of those behold yours
wake his& hers in gentleness
the mind, body and spirit
are vehicles to find wholeness
remain within us
brothers and sisters
we need each other
to behold unity in exile

Julian-Sebastian_2009

Void

Often things we can't see worth the world
often what we can't express means mountains
there are too much to say and too little space here
perhaps nothing in depth makes much difference
the void of collective has drawn a line between
yet the boats are still sailing on sea
under moon lit glints mystery

Love eternal

The angel's song
melody is so familiar
from far away realms
calling for lost course

He is her only true light in dark nights
of dreamer's walk
even sleep eludes
her love's call remains sure
with a heart pure and strong
fear no tropes of mortal lord

her walk is shield by his beaming sword
howling air of angry force
pinning her to fall
to surrender her will in dying from

But walk on she will
the beat of her love's heart is the thunder and storm
determined to reach their destined shore
be one in bliss of love eternal
Death, is no more.

Kiss

kiss under each bright star ... Hon2G ~ 2008 


Kiss under each bright star
memories of such blessed love
for no one, but "the one" to hold
however far... or however long
always know it's call
in their heart wrenching gaze
no one but her beloved
can reach her soul

Luminous entwine

My soul light
sleeps in forms of beloved
deep pulsating glow, my longing
you hold me in with our mind's eye
the light I ensue and unite in hist
the spark that fire us into creation
Be the sun above the glimmering sea
or the depth of it's sunken mystery
one pure love you installed in me and me in you
we find perfection in every given state
when we are granted to affiliate
no matter how brief it may be

I send kisses to the silver night stars
for they have shaped me your outline
blissfully scattered hopes of your ray
And traces of your loving embrace
stardust briefly seen in brightest sunlight
ensured memories of you with moon beam
when I called out for you in my heart and mind
You are every force coming to free my soul
claiming me back to your side for eternity

After such hurt this world tirelessly inflected
my mind is always filled with skeptic beliefs
of course no such a thing called immortality
all sinister greed sits behind each deed..
this is so desperately painful and hard to live
to believe and hope that God wasn't lying
that this love is undying and purifying
scars of manic rage marked my skin
mouth of invisible terror grabs after me
still, I couldn't let stray this one last dream
even fallen and died in a million and one forms

To me, only death is the death of my love for you
even if there is no place for our love but dreams
there is no choice for me but to go within
to find you in our deepest, tranquil beginning
where our heart is completely endorsed in unity

My love, even if we reside to sleep
in this life, in this fragile body
I behold your return in God's decree
for no mortal love can convince me
your love is majestic and whole
faint form cannot bind& hold
so many times had to let you go

Yet this we have promised
light will be made by our soul
if not this time, in this life
there will still be
hundred thousands tomorrow
be no less than a million more
no span of time could separate us
let this be our only faith and chance
to hold and lock in each other's love
eternally in our luminous entwine

Answer

To me,
you are my mountain,
the abundant strength of the nature
and I, your lake
reflection to your yielding treasure
If I had to
I'd be the frozen lake again
to solid ground under your steps
million years means nothing for your return
You hold the key to our knowledge
can unlock my intuitive void
drawn the velvet curtains
lit the light to my palms
and shine a diamond
multifaceted truth
gleams with life
eons of sorrow
lost, suffer, pain
was all a cosmic blink
One love glow perfect pure
such faithful fortune to behold

You are the answer to my question


~ For my One and Only soul half, I am completely utterly yours xxx  eternity ~

Lake Gunn

Come as you are

... dont come as you are but wear that smile ... xlr8ingmargo ~ 1992


Come as you are but wear that smile
what's invisible is merging to real
however fast we run up the hill
Sisters,
our journey sits in spirit that reaches
sincerity of your silent blessing
with words or your sunny smiles
Lit a day with magnificent ray
your beauty truly is beaming
the world within rises
while
your heart's opening

Release it's glory !

 blue butterfly, nature picture, by Lionoche

Crystallise

... superficial & self-destructive strife... ~ Hon2G ~ 1990

Superficial & self-destructive strife
thoughts carried despair of soul lost riot
while spilling ink from significant bible
perform our vengeance in God's temple
short lived rush in self harming victories
When day lit, we are still beneath his will
Once and all this deepest sorrow will
crystallise in miraculous power
if you wish to perform

-sea-shell-spiral-ArtWerk

Indigo Panther

You locked a piece of my soul
taken me with you
my timeless warrior of light
For that you kept me whole
a day without you beside
is a day without pulse through my blood

Take me with you
this time my limitless love
will shield all that daunts mortal will
nothing could diminish this united heart
beating for One and all
complete, infinite
in the eye of cosmic river
where our force summon stars

Zero

... we are running out of time left to borrow ... Rasko ~ 1046 


Out of time left to borrow
for this short lived skin and bones
give me candy or carve me your soul
and you know which shall not remain tomorrow
the trick I know is not to be blundered by naught
powerful general is never startled by drums of egotistic wars
will of steel made to endure volcano rolls
melt to liquid silver when love calls

Clear Moon Rising 4 by welshdragon

Chum

your eyes also held a mis ... ~ 60to70 ~ 1988

Your eyes also held a mist
for reasons unknown
your heart knew more
the language of soul
than loud flowing chum
on the paradoxical roads
what is wished to be shown
minds cannot interpret whole

Night London 2004

The One

In night's luminous entwine
you, finally came
in silent gaze
spirit avowed kiss
embraced by light
perfectly hypnotized
we unite as one

Bloom

the Rose bloom to it's fate
in God's eyes,
Unashamed glory
fragrances of life and joy
not for faint hearted taking
nor crushing of animistic cast
all beings, unconditionally loved

Emboss beauty

... provide a place for evil to hide ... Hon2G ~ 1975 ~


Provide a place for evil to hide
words from respected mind so wise
mirrors beside,
bodies,
temples of spirits
minds,
will of supreme forces
what do we cast onto life
this moment
your usher to reach
either love or pain
self appointed raise
we, our own creators
of given vehicle
contains light
such destiny
ardent care requested
emboss beauty
For thy !

Autumn_Ethereal_by_autumn_ethereal