~ Hellish lullaby ~

I am feeling a clump of darkness curled up on my chest.. singing the lullaby of death
it wants to trade my beloved memories with me, instead with it's cruel distortions
seductively.. it repeatedly asked me all the questions I did not want to answer
To all his inquisitions I had no reason but love.. tasting all flavours of doubts
unlike the vague dreams I came to share.. now time is abandoned in me
I know sleeping fears but cannot declare the defeats of accepted lies

I have met demons many times.. but this one insists a portrait
with small thrills that spin with few lies of it's hellish twists
I am enslaved to it tireless suggestive alternations
in it's sunken eyes seeking colours of romance
Hellish lullaby of death is haunting my poetry
bleeding a waking devil out of my heart
filling holes in my soul, with concrete
thrown my lover across the hell fire
only to be safely landed as mine

held in my arms.. my beloved
truth and lies are both glories
your eternity is mine to keep

No, Demon. Sing on as you please
I'm keeping my memories untarnished

unharmed from your satanic nightmares
as much as I enjoyed your melodic songs
keep the despair keep the cage

As long as I am here
I'll never trade my beloved memory
to you
to tormenting enslaver

You won't
you cannot
you will never
claim my past in wings of butterflies
they still.. dance on forever in my heart
even you've gathered some ghosts of dusk
You cannot not steal my key.. to where I keep
all my cherished moments that belong to me only


       ~ Lyric dreamer ~ 21.12.2011