* + : ~: PASSION :~ : + *

Passion isn't at all self serving.. nor sexual endeavour of our physical beings.. That we know now, are only very small aspects of Passion..

Passion.. is living a life fully awake.

When one is afraid. one leads a life of metal security. When one lives passion, one is living emotional intelligence of mind, body and soul.

One breaks aways all boundaries of separations.. and truly being here and now.

In human concepts of truth, we are looking for grips to hold our identities. In concept of passion, We burn with love.. as the living truth.

When one accepts life without limits, one soar with spirit rather than any mental concepts in time. The truth of your universe, is infinity.

We seek small valves to release the steam of our passion.. through work, play, sex, food, romance, politics, religion. Small contained love.

Do we not recognise, we are living passion. The fully waking entity of all timeless dimensions which brings all truth to existence. To life.

Our small limits set about others and ourself are repressions of being truly the soaring force of love. Undignified divisions of the truth.

In our true commitment of being limitless love, we break away from the shadow identifications we do with love ones, or in brother/sisterhoods.

We stop casting what ego doesn't want to see in itself onto each other. We start loving uncontrollably with our minds, hearts& souls as one.

Passion, is not just physical or emotional expression. Passion, is expression of love in presenting our existence as service to God and to Oneness.

There can be no oneness if there is any aspect we see, and cannot accept. There can be no truth if anyone's existence is denied or rejected.

As long as we accept mental walls our ego constantly creates and posts to our consciousness.. We become enslaved as it's living shadow play.

In living shadow plays.. we continuously experience what seemed to be divided and separated within ourselves, and being the very separation.

Once we can flood divisions and fears with complete faith and love. We become passionate embodiment streaming life consciousness of oneness.

Love is now. Love is not a thought, an adjustment of reality, a change of few scenarios away.. Love is right here embracing the whole world.

You are it's very instrument of heavenly melody, it's very living force, as the walking, breathing Passion. You.. grace the ground of earth.

                                                                        ~ Lyric dreamer ~ Tuesday, 27 December 2011 at 12:55

: ~ Eden waves ~ :

In adequate force of creativity. One knows no limits to one's abilities in summoning love to hand. Origin one inherits from ancient arrival.

On quests in life, one remain focused.. by pass rules methods.. compulsories of ego. Outcome is decisive, from the intent of one's service.

There can be no true satisfaction to life without one striving to dwell deeper than meeting one's own shifting ego.. and inadequate desires.

The success unites mind heart and soul are truths of lifelong adventures. For more elements to behold than the possession or status in life.

The lethargic dissatisfaction among our collective psyche is disassociation of responsibilities between us.. from our true heart's callings.

We have subjected each other's divinity to something far less than our true capacity. This is how we are easily lost.. awash by unseen fear.

Indeed we should be fearful.. for we are not a species of underachievers.. But overachievers on goals far less satisfying than we deserved.

large focus of co-creations are misplaced and removed from of our all encompassing truth, we are to here to surf.. not to submit, our souls.

To this truth we are owed, by our every own breath, to every coming child of earth. We are in place to create world contain hearts of faith.

To truly ask what our hearts are wishing for.. blind to worlds hungry eyes in destructions of hopeless sky.. We stance, for what we believe.

With every cells of our living being, we strive to hold and keep hope for truth of life.. Behold by each of us, is a torch of immense love..

The only true reward of life, is the deep wells of hope, fountain of strength we are sharing, with everyone who takes on this path together.

In this silent union, we do not judge our brother's adequacy, authenticity or ability. Simply hold trust in God's given word. Supreme faith.

We hold focus in appreciations of all differences.. Synchronizing our heart's energy which ultimately connects us all, with divine guidance.

This is a mission of absolute success for mankind. It is already foretold by prophecy. We are all here, to stand our corners with pure love.

Mark the soul with the fire escaping your heart !

                                                           ~ Lyric dreamer ~ 26 December 2011 at 18:14

: ~ Creation of Now ~ :

Thoughts.. more than poetry of each moment .. they are the truths we soar.. each an adequate creation.. streams our blood to it's own life..

The invisible particles of mind floating in the air.. into our lungs.. cling to hearts.. Living atoms of all existing truths are inviting...

Taking us higher or keeping us lower to realms of unseen realities that can only felt and behold by a feeling heart.. A beating love of God.

Magnificent forces of God's creation are never to be entrapped by realms that illustrates invisible chains.. caging one's truth and beauty..

We are free. To break from persuasive chains that keep our faith to any lifeless, hopeless reality. We are, the living truth of this moment.

Listen to beats of your heart.. feed the mind breathless memories and all dreams of love. Taste the sweetness of life on your tongue.. hope.

As God's children, as living miracles on earth.. we're never illusions of yesterday, always overflowing truth of love streaming a presence.

Core of this universal moment is kept by your mind heart and soul.. a code of all movements define our tomorrow is tattooed onto your heart.

It is impossible to be missed when you engage your heart to the present, when you engage your mind to very presence of God's creation ~ you!

You are the very word God spoke. The very breathe God blow onto earth. The very beloved child of his tender heart.. You are the word of God.

Fine webs of divisions doubts spins deception our hearts know how to reveal. No one is made to live any less, than truth of God's very word.

Now, how can a heart of God hold anything but love.. how can a force of God be anything but love.. how a meeting of God be anyhow but love..

No perfect being of life can be reduced to ash and dust of yesterday's illusions. Nothing but love can come between us, in creations of Now.

                                     ~ Lyric dreamer ~  Monday, 26 December 2011 at 12:25

. ' : Jolt : ' .

Life. Burning right to the heart of being. Bright as the fire that sets soul on fire.. truthful as ringing silence. still.. as death itself.

The notions of each movement is contradiction of back and forth.. the motion of each involvement is dark and light.. Spin the disc, of time.

Pinpointed focus I aim tonight on shines of tinsel light.. I see now or tomorrow in all to bes and already done. Bless, is a curse of birth.

Birth, spell of no return.. promise of no illusions.. wonder of forgotten futures to be rediscovered, over sentiments of a unknown picture..

Lifted.. each layer a heart wave.. each soul dance.. each memory, becomes the fortress of tomb buries my moment before I take in a breathe..

In gripping swirl of cold black wind, hurled my heart inwards deeply back into core, reach my beginning. The burst of love reformed as life.

In trembling immense jolt.. this form is, real as it may felt.. or seem in mirror. This being is really the moving force as wildness of God.

Fragility as concept from death. Invincibility is truth of love.. Life is the sky we are thrown in to fly.. The deep Sea we are to command..

Toss truth into the fire. None of it mean anything once a moment has spoken. Merged shadows of moonlit path, on the way to reborn once more.

Run along forces of elements, run along life without looking back or around.. run along without doubting your very thought. you are on now !

A test of faith. in you, in me, in truth, in false, in life, in death. On& on. Where have you time to question, while you are the very fire?

To judge mine or your whole being is questionable is perhaps more painful than any torture questions unanswered. The games of authenticity.

Ask yourself who you are. Knowing it or not.. questioning a question or answering an answer.. it is living you right now. Blissfully yours !

                                                  ~ Lyric dreamer ~ Monday, 26 December 2011 at 03:13

~ : Christmas elite : ~

Sweet candy floss pink melts aways the last page of sky.. handing time over to the night.. who seeks to be soothed by Gia's soft lullaby.

The curves of land caressed by air waves of angel's heavenly sigh.. soul of earth silently emerges the falling mind of dark bewitching sky..


Tales of man and land turn histories to creations of God and life.. Wild dawn gathers whispers of our spirit.. slowly formed arriving light.


Ceremony divine takes place between day and night.. Echoes of hearts surround in melodic elite. Past to future ~ an eternal rapture delight


Wings of hearts, smile of life, diamond will, fire strength, blood brothers' spirit unite as one. Love of all dimensions, behold holy sight.

                                                                    ~ Lyric dreamer ~  25 December 2011 at 21:43

~ : Eden shore : ~

 I unleashed the dances of silence from my heart
to deepest green where moss sank my spoken eyes
where everything originated as one broken thought

There I found a sanctuary of my restless ground
in the sand gilded frame the misinformed future
between the frame coded century unrevealed
 by the green luminous glow of golden mud pool

The wavering leafs shaken by tears of stars
frosted air thick as the chamber of Solomon
wordless stream in ocean of translucent dreams
swimming flashes submerging forgotten images

Where unchanging truth is turning in eternity
where no broken sight of mortal can reach
where the faintest impurity vanishes in ash
no illusions of wishful vision can levitate

Nothing is written yet all hearts marked
every spec of light is a river of Eden
smallest spill of a wish turn to petals
wind cradled blossoms of a beloved

The flying steps of my history
has torn away few pages of time
let me free from an invisible hell
in silver spinning lyrics of a song

seeing angel looks over at my wish
I hear everything locked within me
enchanted crystal bells spell with kiss
sealed closet is heart of purest vows


~ Lyric dreamer ~ 21.12.2011

~ : The transgression of Love : ~

.. A heart for a heart leads the whole world to unite ..

The new headline on sub-policy of laws of love ~ Whenever someone hurts you.. it's always an intentionally request from God. Love More ♥ ~

The definitive policy of love ~ Run into the wild darkness head on, and look right into the eyes of your own demon.. and say : I love you. ~

The transgression of Love : See no boundary between love and hate. submit all pains of ego to emerge and illuminate love. In rebirth as One.

Take the blow of our own judgments in and transform. Leave no shadow between us and our brothers. Crown our heart with thorns of love. Heal.

There is no danger except beliefs that we can be harmed by our own thoughts on injuries. Love is itself all powerful force From God to soul.

There is no other truth but God. God is love. Therefor love is truth. All else are illusions that ebb and flow in shadowing dreams we behold

In one dream that we hold that taunts, we hold our brothers to the stake of hell fire.. Down we go with them in endless nightmares, of pain.

Take the stake, break in half. Embrace your beloved brother. God has came to end this nightmare.. in aiding you with his sublime strength.

Light is not time and distance away. Light is right now with you through out all journeys. To end of all hellish illusions mistaken as real.

Breathe it into you and behold the love of God. For no dreams of our world can separate us from our brothers. Bring our journey back to God.

The time is always now. This moment. This instant. God !

You are his chosen son.

Love .


~ Lyric Dreamer ~  Friday, 23 December 2011 at 11:12

~ Reminiscence of fate ~

~ When one says peace is the only way.. is too cautious to live. ~


Strangeness
of the whole thing
I wholeheartedly loved the whole thing
Extreme of all possible emotions in days
Christmas lights on fire

A slow reversed motion
of un-blending
all the juicy fruits
in the transparent juicer
studying the origins
of each fruit tree


So beautiful

I was so accustomed
to not feel extremes
Now I realised
one cannot
experience the meanings of life
without

passion tornadoes
in heart

Something
you thought you understood
only to discover further
just how deep you have fallen
into a volcano at the north pole


Surprise

And it humbled me
to understood.. Just how little did I know about life
How little...

You cannot look at such explosives
as some kind of disaster
it's full of life
Ash of clashing off-track dreams
is what reality made of

The trouble with less extreme thinking
we are gluing the pages of histories
edge to edge
religiously
without knowing.. who are enslaved

Whom is known to be heartless
must lived right in the center of a paradox
wears a crown
Surrogates
for misery of the other in love

Or so it seems


Can a Rose and it's thorns be lifeless
to their disdaining beauty
contradicting the other
to the beholder
of it's fragrance ?

Riddles
my inherited Daily mail
Don't look at what happened
but what it means..
Surest recovery to lost questions of that has no answer

Questions of that has no answer
leave both the Rose,
and the thorn
scarred by the beholder
with fragrance

an invisible
silencing haunt

Rose, thorn.. the beholder
are dimensions of timeless space
to hold fragrant haunts
clashing
off-track dreams
as the endless reality

Seasons of my hour
speak the colours of death
announcing someone
that looks exactly like me in reflection
to be born as someone else yesterday

When I understand
the moment
is dying in reliving dreams
all at once..


I've came pass eternity
many times and over
in reminiscence of fate

 ~ Love does not accept any illusion. Love abides creation. ~


                     ~ Lyric dreamer ~ 22.Dec.2011

~ Hellish lullaby ~

I am feeling a clump of darkness curled up on my chest.. singing the lullaby of death
it wants to trade my beloved memories with me, instead with it's cruel distortions
seductively.. it repeatedly asked me all the questions I did not want to answer
To all his inquisitions I had no reason but love.. tasting all flavours of doubts
unlike the vague dreams I came to share.. now time is abandoned in me
I know sleeping fears but cannot declare the defeats of accepted lies

I have met demons many times.. but this one insists a portrait
with small thrills that spin with few lies of it's hellish twists
I am enslaved to it tireless suggestive alternations
in it's sunken eyes seeking colours of romance
Hellish lullaby of death is haunting my poetry
bleeding a waking devil out of my heart
filling holes in my soul, with concrete
thrown my lover across the hell fire
only to be safely landed as mine

held in my arms.. my beloved
truth and lies are both glories
your eternity is mine to keep

No, Demon. Sing on as you please
I'm keeping my memories untarnished

unharmed from your satanic nightmares
as much as I enjoyed your melodic songs
keep the despair keep the cage

As long as I am here
I'll never trade my beloved memory
to you
to tormenting enslaver

You won't
you cannot
you will never
claim my past in wings of butterflies
they still.. dance on forever in my heart
even you've gathered some ghosts of dusk
You cannot not steal my key.. to where I keep
all my cherished moments that belong to me only


       ~ Lyric dreamer ~ 21.12.2011

~ The Sunrise ~

The night had came
deep darkness of soul
slowly taking over sky
at the same time

Sun rises
in all shades
felt something reborn
someone new in here

unapologetic love
I never regret
ever lasting light
gave in whole faith

It now return to me
with every whisper
every bewilderment
every sweetest test

I have loved
for the first and last
always begin and end
just as my promise

It does not feel like pain
just unconquerable love
that goes on endlessly
itself perfectly& whole

No need of illusion
It is a gift of heaven
my never ending truth
nothing can replace

So many loved and lost
how could one regret
such beauty eternally pure
an unconditioned tenderness

The ray of it's warmth overwhelms
an undiminished truth witnessed
can never deny.. can never escape
even if my heart torn to pieces as a flower

Never forget how to love just like yesterday
the beginning that comes with no end
my heart loves on through life and death
this luminous darkness.. deeply treasured

The Sunrise came.. and it is staying forever
no matter how dark the nights haunt me
colours of you had turned to a part of my being
which I surrendered whole existence to behold

  To someone far more than special to me
  ... endlessly and breathlessly loved ...
  ~ my sky is timelessly limitlessly yours ~

                   Lyric dreamer

~ On strength ~ 20th Dec 2011

If we think we could ever be defeated.. we have already gave in, to temptations. Weakness, is of mind. Not external illusions of happenings.

In life and death. One must never give in.. Not to the reality of a none-existing hell.
 
Accept the truth. It is the only reality. Surrender to love, it is the only strength.

There is no war, but the light to enter in time.

One's strength is non negotiable, for it is the only true sight from all seeing spirit.

To see from any angle but the reality God created.. is the only blindness. The only weakness.

In blind rebel we participate against one another, we add to hopeless self cruelty, in just of our inadequate faith, to Creator and to love.

Turn focus in against to aid, is the only key can turn in time. For change. Fearless strength rise as silent faith to indestructible truth.

One must be willing to forgive, in order to recuperate strength. The slightest clinging we are to weakness, it's the gap darkness creeps in.

True strength is not in vengeance against. In accenting any precipitable vulnerability with deep wisdom and unlimiting faith, we illuminate.

As long as fear is the card we cannot release from our hands, we can never gather enough courage and light to turn, even in smallest events.

The only way to deal with fear.. is to run head on and embrace it with full faith. Soon, we are to discover, there can be nothing but love.

We must not be afraid of facing our own weaknesses. It is the very reason.. we started to turn each other's weakness, into hideous monsters.

There can be no weaknesses in our brother's are not our own. Therefor we will always jump in and roll up our sleeves and see what we can do.

It has to come to a time, that we shall forget any divisions or waste slightest effort or time, in celebrating any untruth in God's kingdom.

However we move. There is only one force that can truly move.. Love.

To start anywhere.. we start from the faith we have with our self.

                                                                                   ~ Lyric dreamer ~ 20.12.2011 ~

~ On Hope and Faith ~ 20th.Dec.2011

It is a time to be certain of ourselves to make sense of the world.

To allow any events to have power over our inner tranquility is to toss one's entire being into the hell fire. Strength diminished.
 
The certainty in self means there can be no space for fear, no matter what the events may be. To have iron will is to not give into failure.

We have often sacrificed our center.. burning in exchange for our faith to injustice. Yet the truth of faith lies within our Creator's will.

To surrender to true strength is to know any event, is a moment to turn.. towards the ultimate truth. There can be no other truth, but God.

While we lose our truth and strength to any external events, we became the very force to move the events forth into power.. Proclaim lost.

Looking in. Is to serene the cause of of all coming. An inescapable responsibility.

There can be no lost course when one's strength resides by bringing the ultimate light. One is already at one with victory on behalf of God.

The world's illusions may have power over us. Yet there is no other way but see through illusions for what it is. Aim for solutions of hope.

The moment we join the world illusions, is the moment we become a part of it's ranch and glory. Remain true, is remain unmoved in adversity.

If we ever loose faith in ourself.. We are the lost course, not the world.
 
The wakefulness is the only way we can walk through all events in life. With our swords close to our being, our soul remains indestructible.

When one is atoned to one's purest essence, one is swift, tough and fluid, uncaged by overwhelm of any limits from mass human conditions.

One most certainly have to commit to one's own peace before one can be the force in restoring the harmony of any worldly imbalance, or else.

In all of our worldly storms.. We must remain the eye. Remain the heart. Remain the truth of who we really are. It is victory.

There is absolutely no other alternative under God's roof. So we shall not waste more breathe or loose sights to any illusionary obstacles.

When one combats with every external events. one is lost at sea. When one request truth. There is nothing else can return, but truth.

To be justice, one must cease to have belief any injustice can be truth. Hold a heart of diamond core.

Hope is the spark we tirelessly strike, to lit up the darkness. No matter what occurs, one's faith must never be eroded by seeming defeats.

The world will be what it is. We judge our own strength.. by the calm Ocean we master within.

Any dark corner we dismissed within will soon stare right at us.. as the reality.

The only battle one has, is to win over one's own faith. The rest.. is trivial.

However one acts, one shall act accord to truth. Never accord to events.

Any battle is already won when truth is held firmly in heart.

If we are blood thirsty.. our wars within, is unfinished.

Use the mind as sole focus in keeping hearts awake.

Accept nothing, but truth.


                                                                                                               ~ Lyric dreamer ~  20.12.2011.am ~

~ On Love ~ Dec. 2011

Clarity is a sword we hold forth to light the path on filed of our existence. Hold the sword close to heart.. Beam it through darkness.

To love fearlessly is to shatter your mind to pieces, watch them return piece by piece.. with rhythm of heart.. In the new sight from death.

To use mind to comprehend love is to use the world to comprehend God. Impossible unless all limits are first destroyed.

The suffering arise from the incapacity to release one's being to unknown of love, remaining entrapped within known of the sustaining mind.

Love is God element of life. The nature is creative and the very penetrable core force for creation, when one is energised as fearless love.

When one holds onto love as if it's the dear life itself.. It is truth.. through the angle of the perspective, one's experience is defined.

Love governs truth in birth and death. It's regenerative substance leaves no one the choice to remain still.. while being the eye of storm.

Through perspective of ego, it is death and pain. Through all seeing spirit, it is birth of all beginnings.. face to face with fierce truth.

The pain is not through the experience of love, but our conditions of love. Mourning is from ego's impossible attempts.. to grip onto love..

When one understands love rescues and kills.One will never reduce love to a still imagine in ego mind.. but the infinite dance of eternity.

To love, one must commit to presence of oneself. It's in self registering, we distinguish all illusions from the reality, there is only now.
 Either ruled by heart or ego, as one's courage to experience.. The fruit of love always return, in giving of one's own definitive creation.

~ : Masculine & feminine : ~

Lets talk about your inner feminist.

It's a hot topic.. but we can all do with a bit of spice for winter days.

Human right is to be stated in sheer confidence. Not to be fought.

Women were never in disadvantage. Women have been to busy keeping the world running.. to bother with Men's dominations.

The oppression, the falsehood of acclaimed male dominated superiority, in any ethnic, culture, religious background is hideous disadvantage.

The passive yet core active female force is the backbone to the active yet core passive male supreme.

If we don't restore our inner masculinity and femininity to balance. We become a lope sided spinning disc. Limping on Earth.

When we are disharmonious within. Our core force are never fathomed without.

For a woman to think her strength can be taken or controlled. She has lost her most vital essence.. abiding the males in her life.

This day and age.. we cannot confuse feminism with extravagant sexuality or astonishing beauty. But the self reliant strength in her truth.

We have cohabitated extremes in all different societies. The display of the symbolic balance how a culture captivates power and strength.

Women in her futile and protective instinct of her loved ones .. Often choose not to speak. Yet the truth is written all over Earth.

Women and men has to work together on all aspect of life. For natural wisdom of our universe to flow through us impetuously.

Our researches of the ancestral animalistic justification to our imbalance.. are excuses for the delaying evolution. We are human now .

This responsibility of balance. Belongs to both, men and women. In equal measure, we must learn to enhance each other.

Not through sexuality, a mistaken bridge that ties human biological co-creations. But through the respectful stance of our own rights.

We have nothing to offer, if we cannot wake to the potential beauty within each other. Which will transform our limited physical existences.

Too many of us are hurting, degrading ourselves and each other in expressions, with peer pressures. Which only switches on self destruction.

It is in waking of the mind body and soul to both of our inner God and Goddess, we are prepared, in welcoming the universe with our temples.

The woman, the man.. May seem a body outside of ourselves. But our creation, or degradation.. is happening within ourselves.

The inner feminine and masculine forces are to be attuned in delicate balance for one to be intimate at one with the universe.

Our universe does not respond to falsehood of our words or actions. But to the energetic truth we carry un/sub/consciously with us.

Knowingly or unknowingly. Balance or imbalance. We attract what we accepted as true within.

Weather to attain by oneself, or to harmonise with the loved one. We seek such in depth completeness. As one. Awakened and purified within.

While the world fills our mind with beliefs. Our step, is always to hollow ourself, for truth.

Listening.. is a skill of heart.

                                                                                           ~ Lyric dreamer ~ 13.12.2011

~: Sense :~

While I walked in a full breathe of Winter
I see my thoughts scattered
from floor to floor
to mid air
and my Autumn dreams took a twirl

In that moment
each heart beat rises to air
hangs a note of four seasons
in it's own eternity
falls and echoes
the witness to my dreams

I watched each thought
scatters over rustling earth
away in a pull
dance of a song
I almost hear whispering lyrics
from coming spring

In slightest wonder
the world appeared misinterpreted
in coloured spills
of sleeping God's careless hand
Still
it unfolds with unknown

Contained within lives of all elements
imprints of a mysterious calling
code of unspeakable science
riddles only the unblinking eye sees

Unanswerable truth
unquestionable nature
unfathomable in it's cosmic silence
that every single heart hears
One untaunted sight
of entry

Listen
with silence
feel
with wordless
see
with heartbeats
touch
with completeness

Create
in unmistakable name embossed within


                                                         ~ Lyric dreamer ~ 8.Dec.2011

~ Smile ~

Stillness..
night fragrance sways pass.. Invitation of silence
This silence, is incomplete.. whilst someone is still calling, for love
Heart of the earth, is listening with our keen tenderness
tears are still falling down our sister's big soft eyes
brothers brush the trembling aside in disguise
calling calling.. while the heart is breaking

reaching eyes
reaching smiles
reaching light God bring
reaching reaching.. heart is melting

The world inside we venture
the darkness we have seen
the ghosts we have chased 
somehow I have failed 
my heart filled with sorrow
I felt I have let you down

Just wanted to quietly tell you
I wished that you were
bemused by my foolish ways

Not one to sing heartbroken songs
it is the fragile land of thin ice I tread
no longer wait for time to heal
I run after the wind that hurls me up

But dear one..

if you'd knew how much I care
you'd know how much I wish you can fly
in the joy of every given light


I was afraid to see you sad
it reminded too much of those
long broken years covered by glass
hearing heart broken lyrics of misery

I knew a way out.. but it's not your way
I knew how to work it out.. but it's not how
I know how to be unbroken.. but I broke my reach
I wish to let you know.. I only wanted you to smile

: Wall on edge :

Inspiration
like hearing a train coming
the steam in distant sky
The train arrives only long enough
to journey on with the passengers

To really look at life with one's own eyes
it requires the willingness to fall
To risk everything one fears
To bare skull and bone

It's leaving from half hearted desires
goodbye to half meant doings
the end to comforts of same old feelings
that stirs no questions

To remain faithful to one's thoughts
without the need to be told
if it's true or false
To witness the world times people 
to become equal

Our external world
has a way of it's own in historical affluences
to cap a moment one belongs
mistaken the power source of it's presence.

In the movements of striving yet drifting
the notions of past but future
the visions of melting as well as breaking
We hold everything

Traveler of solid spaces
traveler of minds
traveler of emotions
traveler of all invisible dimensions
One is the journey of all time

To look but not seeing
to feel but not drowning
to touch but not griping
seem walking but actually flying
through middle earth sky

The world
the thousand millions of shared concept
that one either become or begone
Every culture embossed
with God's thundering silence

An edge in between all extreme 
also a wall on every edge


When one is unstartled
one is still
When one is defenseless
one is invulnerable
When one becomes none
one will be all
All
is one


                                         ~ Lyric dreamer ~  2.Dec.2011

~ 9 Breath ~

Now
!
Calm
~
Come
:
Wrong
#
Done
/
Gone
>
Palm
&
Now
=
Sun
.

~ : Solidity of Time : ~

A passenger to my thoughts.
It is apparent,
my inability to think strait
has flourished life long silent affair I have
with words and space.

To talk..
never give enough time
to construct a match
to the appropriate complexity
of every elements orbited
within one second of union.

Like speaking in dreams,
the sentences and limited vocabularies
feels devastatingly slow and badly reverbed..
worse still.. dubbed, drowned.

I guess most people
who has deep passion to write
never speak that much..
too busy flying alphabetical crafts
in the invisible waves of sky.

Thinking, writing as footprints behind
as I walk along the life that seems to be mine..
Looking behind has little magic, but many surprises.

What I realised, 
life is but borrowed time from grand eternity,
to feel depths of being one here and now.
There's nothing left.
Except love.

To what else can matter,
to make our hearts shiver, dance and sing..
To expressively give our all to every existing motion between thoughts.

Stories after stories of reasons after reasons for feelings,
colours splashed onto canvas after canvas.
The funny pages of time called life.

A forwards and backwards track..
the mysteries are the memories to be rediscovered with future eyes.
The instance of infinite end happening.

Don't know, but do.
Hunt and hide the answer believed to be missing from outside..
while buried deeper with nostalgia for an lose of search.

When the head spins,
glimpse of other world peering over shoulder,
yet you're unafraid.. 
Something is breaking through the solidity of time.

Of course it's only anemia
or a rush of breath hitting lungs in past tense..
For how else can we translate something to be part of the sane?

How else can we enjoy joy sorrow passion and pain..
if we don't smile with tightly pressed lips 
while truth concealed beneath all illusions?

Everything we walled against
webs whole new conspiracy to be unknotted..
Targeted ambitions, opposing forces.. Thrills of the colour plate.

It's appropriate to express a slightest sorrow comes with found peace.
That. No one, but all undesired images we hold were our only battle.

It's also fair to say I do indulge on every bit of treasured imaginings
and wished them to be more than just.. an unhealthy habitat of mind.

As if kindest cruelty agreed, by ourselves.
Contrasts of lives tied to contracts of hearts..
Until one can no longer forget, we're not lost.


                                                                                ~ Lyric dreamer ~ 30.Nov.2011

~ : Nameless Grace : ~

The sky and earth
all which unseen above
and beneath
the soil under my feet

What grands this breath
what holds this beat
in stillness

This turbulence of life before sight
wild winds seem to have summoned our powerlessness
The brooding turns within
of love
of fear

Still the wild wind taking off
along with our hearts scattering in pieces of heaven
while we felt we are sinking
We are falling deeper

Deeper in darkness
a cave hide away my forgotten escape
the draft of the whirlwind still slithering through

This unbearable coldness
Entrapped by this weak fragile frame
alone and frozen figure in time

The falling tears no longer belong to me
it belong to a memory
Not the memory of warmth
not the memory of all beloved images

The calling of the beginning
the calling of unquestionable completeness
for a questioning heart knows there's an answer
For a seeker knows there's truth beyond horizon
Language of all hearts is the one, only

Asked for this strength
for this bearing
turn a moment of dark coldness over
with the eternal fire within
To cover my sight with love

To set all torments beside
bring all beginning
with a heart knows the answer beyond all horizons


To feel radiant heat of a eternal star
The dark frozen night is illuminating
the moment is beating a heart of living century


Fear is stepping over boundaries
to fearlessness
Release the wind
release all caged monsters


The unworldly light of yours
heals me
humbles me
enables me
the only force completes


Completed
Is the paths of reassurance and undying love
to every child every living in arms of yours
You wake hearts with our every reach
     
                                                                           ~ Lyric dreamer ~ 24.Oct.2011

~: Redeemer :~

~ There is always a dark reason for more darkness. The very same darkness.. can also punch a hole through us, light up the dark all around us. ~

~ The beauty of your light.. transforms every cold night ~  


The icy wind made me turn around to look..
Where did you come from ?
I heard a bang..
The joy in your steps slammed three Winters behind you.

Somehow I forgot too..
what held up my mind
as your switched a new question to my eyes.
You steady eyes answered me.
They speak no regrets.

The honesty blazes through to furthest corner of room.
You said:
Everyone opened my heart is a rough diamond
polishing my eyes even it cuts.
Anyone tries to break me,
will not see a drop of blood.
The fear in me is dead.
I am not the image you see.. but the dark pool in your soul.

Hair on my back stood up.
I could not take my eyes off this dark pool in my soul.
The one God sent
to cleanse all that I couldn't see within

I have never felt anything as bright in my life, as this moment.
The world inside has turned.. reaching to be burnt.
By your living flame.

In you.
I will see all darkness that were mine..
before I slaughter them with my own hands..
and best of all..
neither of us will be afraid.

For that, we knew this is why we've came.
While fears eat all hidden secrets around us..
We slowly die one by one.
Slowly, but surely.
Dead.

So, speak up: you said.
While firmly you eyes grips mine..
I am ready to understand: said I..
As I walk out of the dark
I'd never look back.

Life of time.
To be unconstrained by eyes, by minds, by frames.
Staleness of this fomenting self cannot reach God..
but dying cells of love.

Foment me.
Be the force that breaks who I think I am.
let me portrait you a devil who tries to take my soul,
beneath my grips to God's feet.

So in the moment just before my rebirth.
I can see who I really am again.

With a purified heart,
knowing it's your arm..
that kept me alive.



                                                               ~ Lyric Dreamer ~ 18.Nov.2011

~ : One : ~

Silver silver..
delicate eyes

Is it sorrow I see
a second is fleeting diamond
You looked to me in sizzling ruby

There
I saw fire

Framed by the unwanted image you wanted to see
you told me way too much
by your silent language
your eyes
the only evidence I need

Over shadowing
The burning of distant ice
Your heart is running
from a past
that makes your soul freeze

Ruby ruby..
smoke is rising

Your voice
crackles
in the static of passing fear
Your lips move in swimming desires
I read you crystal clear
when my heart comes 
closer

Before a gasp grasp the moment
high voltage runs through us
striking millions of sparks in light mph

A universe
is created between us.

In darkness
dancing stars and swirling electricity
the space we hold is sacred presence
purified compression
with every thought we share

Here are the vows we make
over and over
to hold each other closer
time and time again
No matter
what we have brought in here

We are one

                                                12/11/2011 ~ Lyric dreamer ~ One~

You

Beneath soft glaring light
behind me on right
I know it's you

not distant memories
but sure silent presence
cultivating spaces between us
as you make time diminish

If it's not you here now..
it never was


We run off opposite directions religiously
to brush pass each other as we say hello

Your voice comes through
notes between a thought
a sound a silence
a space
formed completely ours

echoing in my welling heart
I hear endless whispers of love

The ways your eyes held mine
told histories
of all ever existed

The way your hands reach
disclose dimensional geography
secret routes to all missing stars

Sometimes I play the noises
to prevent this irresistible force
to overtake and devour my being

but my heart gave me away
every time you said my name
It's twisting in me
the tangle of passion
mystery


The way you think
tells me how you dance
When I move
so is my soul
even when I leave my heart with you

every time I go
is to come home to your call
I am the precise reception
to all your doubtless thoughts

This is the way I choose to launch

kiss me
I am waiting for the breeze

touch me
I am always ready for rain

scorch me
I need your heat to know life

scan me
Your eyes translate what I read

hold me
I am ready to melt, in our eternity

Notes of the dreamer

A sleep so beautiful
I really didn't want to wake me
Heavenly slumber melts.. in harmony of my heart
pulsating with eternal universe

Dreamless sleep
is like the still lake of sky
awake even dreaming
Knowing in unknowing
Horizon widens
by boundarieless walk of a mind

Mind no longer a mind
timeless lake
in darkness and in light
Waking sense of something else
but no longer the thoughts thought I was

All dark corners released
by a release of the insatiable needs
to fill the emptiness of vastness
the suffocated sense of self is long gone

What is
is not
What is not
is
Turned
I'm the water
flowing the depth
of the deepest part of the lake
where life arise from blackness

No longer wonder
no longer stay
the blood flows of hearts
no longer ask for answers
which never decode
the red
it ceaselessly convey

Grasped, by life
grasped, by light
grasped, by love
grasped, by God
My journey is forever starting
From the point, of now on

The tinted streaks of colours
are just the ribbons flying beside
as my heart leaps, up to the Moon
Nothing
nothing
can be assumed

                                           ~ Lyric Dreamer ~ 19.10.2011

Capture

Here if you stay
there if you go
yet you have not been
nor gone
forever right here
beside me whenever I called

I cried
but never saw your eyes
hurting too as I hold you in pain
with me
even love became the cause
the savage of that you ever stayed

Yet I could not have loved
if I could not believe my heart
I too have left with you in our eyes
that gazed at the distance between us
to dream that our love could never was

Who could tell me this lie of you
if I ever had faith in our very own capture
of the eternity I have forever requested

The very insistence of the ending
is my self portrait of tired hearts weeping
the image I have constantly exchange
kept you in long enough to make a reality
of never been able to love limitlessly as I wish

Captured

~ an inspired tale of love, of lost, of sorrow.. by love.. by lost.. by sorrow.. ~

                                                           ~ Lyric dreamer ~

~ :Alpha of faith : ~

From day and night we enter darkness to light
from hope to despair .. the beginning to end
with first and last.. we see the right and wrong
judging whole and broken.. define joy and sorrow
from our incomplete.. we seek to complete
the journeys left marks on our soul..  fragrances of smoking past
nothing stays when we dare to go.. we stay.. long enough
to love..  to enjoy this we hold onto.. with our own hands
when we are ready.. we go on together
with nothing left behind

~ : Soul Love : ~

The look
woke somewhere beyond me
beyond my whole life
beyond time


The eyes that keep my heaven
The heart that purifies my present

Your form felt like mine
Sparks fly through my spin
whole universe magnetized to right now
right here


my thoughts
turn to noises
I don't see past
nor do I see future
It is now
and now is forever


Right at the second my heart burst
It flew a command to bring your lips closer
even our soul
is already together
entwined


Here I made you all the promises
that I can never back away
even my eyes betray me and cried for your absence
I promised to love


No matter how darkness torn my heart into pieces
and sold you to the demons that took your place
I promised I'll never forget


I will never betray my promise
to be in your eyes again


For in you my whole life made perfect
you are the only one truly sees who I am


Even to hell and back I will go further
even if my whole existence diminishes.
even I will never see you again
my love remains

~: Seventh Myth :~

charcoal blue night
lashing darker waves in Ocean
timelessly drifting across cosmos
spinning over new turns
in smell of moon light
dews of unearthly tinkle
a thirst.. for eternal night river
tired dreams hums faint melodies
splitting moments into quick sand
she slips through evicts of time
whist dreams frozen in transfix

In silence
her mind spells 7th myth
thoughts flutter pass flame
dancing moths print walls
she heard voice afar
from her beloved
through space distance-less
close and dear.. in heartbeats
soundless breathe imprint her chest

Togetherness welled within division
division embroidered togetherness
in the unseen forces merging
all kindest intent yet hardest rules
mindful mindlessness burns a compass
to heart's conquest in sleepless nights
her eyes drape answers in question marks
her body turns stillness to timeless temple
wadding bell chased dreams back to old Cairo

                                     ~ Lyric Dreamer ~  Aug.2011

~: The Eye* of Time :~

~: The Eye* of Time :~


Human is right between heaven and hell
imprinted soul by mercies of God's love

Don't let darkness fall upon my eyes
it was purity of one heart first called
and formed you from the Ocean tides
you are all the living creation of love
desires of my sleeping consciousness
here, waking me, taking me home
as I pull and tog you by the shore

oh, such a long walk when I resist your calls
all that I thought was real is now just smoke
the smoke of dawn, mistily keep us frozen
in fire of love, in burning.. in reaching pain
yet we don't know what it is, what it is ...

The distance between us is spinning a cosmos
the fears of partings from love keeps us, in dark
you could not stop even it seems to be hurting
this is the paradox of all welling emotions
persistently delude you slyly in untrue motions
oh God, help us to know what this is ..



" There are no secrets in heart of God,
     only love knows your reasons .. "

Riddles.. yet another riddles of truth
now, do you know there is no truth
it is a dream, weaved with your brilliance
a profound insanity living in a dream
in earth shaking passions we die for love
sometimes entail deep disturbed darkness

yet it's the true identity you long to forget
 
Which is.. has been, always.. eternally..
love itself.. no less.. no more.. Just .
So you roll, on thorns, with roses
wrenched in lashing waves, volatile Ocean
enthralled by pain.. Volcanic explosions
as Chaos" the theory of logistics

Just Love.. finding it's own trails

after taking off, drunken in endless sky


It is in your eyes.. that I know I'm of God,
it is in my heart, that I know we can never part
it is tears from my eyes, tell my thoughts lied

all that wakes as love is from God. Infinite.
all that eludes in fear is from ego. in finite

We are the spirit that wakes to the wind,
speaks it's dreams through bodies of time

that each thought .. I "...

The life and force of the true identity
is in substance of air
you", we" inhale and breath..
fuel the fire stream the sea
breaking into dark corners
wrap you softly in blanket
call it love, call it God
whatever grants the I " whole
while we look into each other

                              ~ Lyric dreamer ~

~: Illusionss :~

~: Illusionss :~     
                           Yes.. I know .. ss .. hush ..



Morning, she's woken in curtained darkness
light, tiptoed around her thoughts..
Poetry, is passionate 
It stirs you in unintentionally

Light.. a matter of time
Arise.. when a sadden soul
un-clutch the wings around oneself
Brush off illusions, return to eternity

Illusions
how beautiful, how enchanting
how intoxicating .. it invites you in
a love affair, a moment with the poeticised self "..


And, it's so brutal. oh, so brutal..
when the pain release itself to corrupt you
make you it's slave.. for love of the illusion, a cage

Love of earthly desires, clip your wings
while you are sleeping.. a dream within a dream
ego rivals against God, to take you in.. 
hell

It's when you drench your heart in tears
roll your mind on thorns
leave your body to burn, to ashes..
n single moment anew
you escape

The fire, of life
the path one must fear not, to take
All else ..
wrap you in and keep you in tombs of time
chain you, to a dark pyramid

Yet.. illusions, are butterflies
flutter your heart.. bring you tears..
forever illuminating the souls belong to yours
hold it soft, dear

Dances before your eyes, draws you closer
lets you go further.. says hello when it is goodbye
it's a grand love affair, with God
surrender

Throw it like a dice.. with your soul bidden
Dedicate the butterfly to each moment
Love, taste clouds
as if you'll never wake.. tomorrow

                                                      ~ Lyric Dreamer ~

~ : C for Sand : ~

Sigh ~ eden shore.. is whispering ...
calling her through the ally,

midnight smells of green and earthy hue ..
lost thoughts.. carried behind her neck, above the spin.
Sand again and again, still, the seashells.. yearning for sea.

Feels like November, the month of nostalgia and honey.
Returned again.. was her lost,  before she's born.
answers, cracked on the rocks and howled.

This is not a dream, not a joke, she bites her lip,
keeping it close to her chest, keeping it still ..
life, forces you out of your own will,
fill your heart with love, fill it with sorrow,

the comfort of lost dreams, lost hopes,
a sudden absurd longing of forgotten fears,
alas ... it was at least something familiar..

even that, she's now lost it to the call "
Looking back at her trail, she saw him,
distant and sincere, deep and silent
wind blows his hair said not a word..
tears rolling, but she doesn't move,
the stubbornness that held her fast,
gravitated, gave it her whole heart
like it ever was.. like it ever was...
a prisoner released from her sentence..
she ran, still crying, with lump in her throat..
God, did not come to you and leave for no reason..
it is not meant to be pain, now she's loved.
or a trick of fate, to keep pain so she feels..
the unattended thoughts, wishful fears.

Not looking back, distant further ..

deepest love in soul-felt pure .
so clear, make her heart ache..
Once her love given fully,

it's in lifts of unruly wind..
Pearls, rolling tears on waves
landed on her cold palms
with sand on her checks ..

she smiled, eyes beaming,

the glowing shimmer..

she has received the moon.

~ : Scroll of Lyrical States : ~

~ :  Scroll of Lyrical States  : ~


When sunsets, distill mind from matters. Temple all thoughts of desire to heart in gold ray. Bless with butterfly wings, return to serenity.

At dawn, Invite mist.. silently brush over new beginnings. Embraced inner being, step into connection with all life, tribute remembrance.

In day, behold eyes of every being with God, answer with love. Echo purity of hearts, with ripples of liquid crystal from inner silver pond.

Noon, transit knowledge of soul reminiscent in smiles. Connect all beings to heart center with joy, a gentle reassurance of shared path.

In dreams, journey out, unite love ones.. venture into star lights, to depth of  dark mysterious universe. Soul dance, glide, soar beyond vibrant clouds.


 "  It's a bless to have this freely shared in God's grace. A credit for poetic dreaming is quite enough to delight this moppet's hush lil ego  "   ~ Lyric Dreamer ~

Trade of scars

aware
darkness
all around

light swipes
back forth
passing
penetrative
affectionately
expose her space
simmering soft comfort
where dreams are alive
her world sleeps by
womb of creation
unanswered to
questionings
wavering
in silver
glitters
catch
multitudes
in lights of life
snowing rainbows
timeless dimensions
waves of sounds push
breathe of sea rushes in
space shift out a new horizon
boundaries dissolve by splashes
recalling motions of night dreams

chased into destination unknown
by the man who's covered by scars
trader of mobility and substance
speaks hidden terrors of pain
unaware of why she runs
perhaps in all seen marks
spring distance between

love and hatred within
how do you see love
witnessing the scars
demolishing anger
vanishing hopes
turning around
remembering

she's came
for a reason
handing it out
Scar in her palm
in face of herself
she received a key
in elements of truth
the trading is now done
the sufferer is within herself

reeling tracks

invisible entry
an exit comes
glide knowingly
in none existence
warm light
earthly liquid
cocoa beans
I, vanishing
to finger tips
between the eyes
sense of touch
hyphens stillness
gentle reassurance
living essence
within time and space
speaking elements
feelings of clockworks
yet undercurrents
unseen motions
imprints, thoughts
exciting, transmittable
from Bermuda triangle
to river Nile Pyramid Horus
soundless reeling tracks
inner dreams and hopes
translations in between
unconceivable realities
perceptive vacancy
now wholly irreverent
train of thoughts
critical voices of mine
in combative wars
it's meanings
are at lost
in words
visions
remain poetic sketch

Clues of hour Zero

Clues to the grandeurs affair
is in strange seeings of hearts
natural connection when eyes met
in faintest bloom of a secret blush
quietest affinity with one as of thy self
insistent revelations of hidden warmth
undeniable joy in brief boundryless states
slightest provocativeness turn to laughter 
soft comfort of a world not completely closed
the end of one's solitude in timeless strength
beginning of one's magnitude on an extensive forge 
you rush to contain a sigh and echo in your soul
stop and capture a look.. touch it with your smile
begin to be aware of love's soul bearing quests
in pain in separation we long to unite as whole
in each new tale spark of eternity created
you will seek me out even without time
you will seek me out even without light
you will seek me out even without path
you will seek me out even in deep despair
seek me out in longest nights
seek me out by darkest Moon
seek me out on dimmest paths
seek me out at hopelessness nest
Cos this is your given clues
I am yours riddles to decrypt
I am stories yours to be told
I am the dream yours behold
song, touch your deepest core
because I am your lover
and the faithful servant
your equal grandeurs self
I am your life,  your soul
I am God in which all that is
one you tirelessly devote
and called out at hour zero
find me now in clues
return to home soon
purest vision expressive
my boundless love interpreted

Eye of Rebirth

Clues to the grandeurs affair
is in strange seeings of hearts
natural connection when eyes met
in faintest bloom of a secret blush
quietest affinity with one as of thy self
insistent revelations of hidden warmth
undeniable joy in brief boundryless states
slightest provocativeness turn to laughter 
soft comfort of a world not completely closed
the end of one's solitude in timeless strength
beginning of one's magnitude on an extensive forge 
you rush to contain a sigh and echo in your soul
stop and capture a look.. touch it with your smile
begin to be aware of love's soul bearing quests
in pain in separation we long to unite as whole
in each new tale spark of eternity created
you will seek me out even without time
you will seek me out even without light
you will seek me out even without path
you will seek me out even in deep despair
seek me out in longest nights
seek me out by darkest Moon
seek me out on dimmest paths
seek me out at hopelessness nest
Cos this is your God given clues
I am yours riddles to decrypt
I am stories yours to be told
I am the dream yours behold
song, touch your deepest core
because I am your lover
and the faithful servant
your equal grandeurs self
I am your life,  your soul
God in which all that is
one you tirelessly devote
and called out at hour zero
find me now in clues
return to home soon
the purest vision expressive
my boundless love interpreted

Chasing bullets

On the cliff 
where all sounds sleep
echo of mountain air
swoops ocean tides
howling patrolling
hungry eyes
be the wolf
seeking blood, bones
or the corpse
eaten devolved 
a whisk of flesh
torn to death
sacred life        
a storm
run from or run to
spinning electric force
turns thundering wheels
to be with the dream mist
lingers by feet of forest
sips crystal dews of green
vacant and distant
soft snoozing drips
like forgotten tears
here it comes
strayed notions
restless hunt
burnt for victory
once aimed
no longer living
object, amusement
any target
for chasing bullets
shot of eager spear
a blast of darkness
warm flood of life flaunts over
heart beating faintly in memories
of closing steps shadowing
in the eyes with all fire
melts drops by cold ice
my beloved sighed
cried in light so dim
a spark of time flew        
was it all but a dream
why his hands are so cold
the shore is further
sing songs of love
it is frail but sure
if you listen ..  

Song

My deepest desire to sing
in distances of our belonging
you and me in the vast space
notes dance across universe
each lands softly as our tears

spark off a hundred stars
shine on darkest nighs
of all tireless journeys

you are my faith
my strength
my desire to be

Heaven, is not a place we go .

Heaven and hell is on earth
ohh how foolish of us to think
it is a place we go after death
Look around
see with the eyes of your soul
many hell bound brothers walk among us
you are frightened, you want heaven
you keep and steer your distances
Yes the gate for you to heaven
is within in a seed, a spark
which you sew in a turmoiled soul
aspire the moment of innocence
which was forgotten within them

Hell bound ones are still creator's off springs
for each choice made and steps taken
they journey darker sinister places.. lost
with each temptation they surrender to
they are lost.. children in sweet shops
tears fall when the night draws
a world turned the back on them
cast them in hell and give no hope
in grievances the only wish is vengeance
to be left in gutters and forgotten

Children of God, what are you doing ?
It is your brother, it is your sister..
they need your help in darkest nights
frightened and hopelessly trapped
while the rest of the world creates a image
of heaven .. with glimmering trinkets
luscious delights of material gains
which is yet another form of hell
a hell of emptiness and unfeeling
a void that bars our true callings
to our inexhaustible need to love
to give and share all we have
to keep us in delusions
short temporary happiness
where we numb our pain
of hearing howls from hell
We have traded our vision of love
with images of dolls with sleeping souls
of all which are unreal, and hollow
yet there is deep longing still
we think there is more we need
to acquire to obtain from this world
When it is a sure sign that we long
to behold love and it's power to reach
every dim dark places where scarcity is

Do not be afraid to love my dear
those hideous faces of anger
are more vulnerable than you know
they have kept themselves in a jail
told themselves there's no tomorrow
in this loveless world with no hope
and you, my child, will be the light
the bringer of the sun, the warmth..
cast a different shade to their existence
and bring about miracles of love
it is God's gift to you, child
the heaven is on earth
when you hold out your hands
with just a slightest smile
welcome those frightened souls
the kingdom is not a place we go
it is our work to bring it forth

Tides of Eternity and Ego

Stillness
angels and demons
at gate
whist
I rest beside
embedded grave of fate
we sleep in silence
eyes open
Tears pushed over by pulses
this love, no time can chase over
we died a thousand years ago
in time, mere a concept of mortality
You, are an echo of longing I cried out
when I was faithless to eyes of my soul
broken, in rituals of numb existence
I sleep walk.. a state of unconsciousness
it has always been my heart that reads
countless poems you gently sang.. sooth my soul
haunting melodies dance inside me, never forgotten
each note clenched to my chest by indigo nights...
waiting.. of my return, our next step forward

Stars laugh in timeless play, tickling Moon
I ran across in speed of light, reach for you
timed distance, between melodic rhythms
counted all the stones thrown up to the shore
memories, all I won't recall still yet to be born
ripples.. signs before your return to wake me
yet we were shook into another existence
tiny fragile fossils embossed by Storm
with a infinite kiss lies in heart of Earth
again I was blind, in a mortal world
to walk a course signed with our soul

Once written in lyrical embodiment
every last thought to be forgotten
of all such passion I declared for you
reformed a heart that bears more
with eyes that sees too deep too far
with the love you endlessly pour
I was a siren in tides of ego
a flake of ice froze in thin air

playing dolls and I became a doll
transitional maze in my own core
I became a world melt in plastic pots
all that I wish and care to be, is the light
that dances around your every shift

Truth never linger impressed ink on scrolls
nor could it remain in prisoners of region
lies of man amplified by Satan's microphones
all that which weakens lavishes his thorn
a dice jolt to chance in all names of one God
ego, tied men beside in confused mumble
tension, wells in smells of bitter fear
is it a win for the take or is it a draw
Man, God and Ego play daily games
it costs a fair dim you ought to share
believer's faith is in tracing inner grace

Here, I am but a soul fills sheets of dreams
by the shore, I am a siren with new sore feet
given chance redeems ego convicted sins
in dreams where I once devoured and theft
games played seen and done times more
visions in bold prints from ink of my skull..
heart wrenched ships are devil's scores
of all whom won't ride far out of the storm
I sat by bleeding sun in a frozen sea
watched all weakened men sink and fleet

Oh, was it Satan's work in my mind.. tricks

a loveless heart that casts evil spells on
upon a world of sleeping soulless bearings
sacrificed in sins I died 9 times and more
crime against the mortal lives of mine

no one but me, murdering self within
whilst again.. I failed to believe..
eyes of my form cannot see
and touch all that which I am..
a part of you.. of God



I hear waves through concrete walls
the old mountains rumble my name
from under the tarmac wrapped Earth
the wind carries your sighing breath
sorrow foamed in cherished grief
fire burns a hole from the day before
like an empty glass house
I have no where to hide
from the scene of a world inside
God, I was never taught how to swim
in tides of eternity.. fears of dying ego
before he left to rein demon's ordeals
crucified in blood of fear, over and over again
reborn beneath with all banished souls
I cried each time a wave rushes over me

in this tiny existence of nothingness
Yet everything beside, a part of me
the terror the joy the love the pain
in every cell in every inch of my being

Sun and Moon rise and fall
all happening witnessed
cradles a core beyond imagination
every living tale in grand creation
a invisible entry to every form
welcome with open arms
embraced as love
worshiped as God
crucified by fear
diminished as evil
delighted we play childish games
in darkness,  mis-created pain
frozen past formed uncut diamonds
all wisdom gained, on journeys to deep
unraveling a existence already happened
exiled a moment
where new universe was formed
I no longer know who I really am or was
nor do I know who and what is where
to begin, or end

To me.. you are everything before my eyes
appear within this moment, in purest love
in devious thoughts of all mischievousness
begging for my return yet withhold a path
almost that if a region you cannot walk
water below Lillis leading it's own destiny
your words in washes of night ocean
" just don't forge me..  my love
I can be denied but I will never cease
the power of my light is for your to contain "

tears rain.. on my tired sore eyes
when my heart bloomed in fire
finally I see you, in the center of me
where we are formed as divinity
the eternity of all dimensions

Sunlit garden, dancing sparkles.. Stars
in the center of complete darkness
lies and truth of all that we thought
play on.. in joy of random shuffle
bemused, with our listening ears
with our own playful faith and belief
angels and demons are sent
by commands to walk beside us
with messages of delight, from his Grace
: Come ! whisper me some more !

Warmth

The feelings of your soul reflect back to mine
pouring your life through the cuts in me
now a river that runs all my quiet wisdom
revived I awash all mine back to yours
I am warmth and I am there in your loneliness
silently I weep while stand by your side
your faithless vision see not my light
I now command you to touch and  feel
not by the skin and felt of another form
but reach to me with your soul
I want to be known and hold close
I want you to become a part of mine
to be the warmth you miss the most
all which were yours to behold
give and be that fire you wish
I, warmth.. become yours for real

Fate

Fate, we linger on to your dress
and make your our bride
do our daily dance
wed you twice
and more

Fate, we hold on to your heels
tripping over the banquette
we seem so devoted
yet you are puzzled

Fate, you walk away today
as if we have never met
the spell is broken
you were in tears
I chased after you
and saw you for real

You are just a tiny little force
gathering all the collective thought form
all that we believe true and hold on to
we name everything after you
no wonder you are scared

Fate, come over here
a soft gentle cuddle
all these things we dump on your door
now you really don't want to go home
when everyone makes you responsible
while grip on to you as the invisible crutch

Fate, common, lets just run
all you wanted is dance in the ball
and play with every child of God
and tell your little bright stories
lift them with your fairy dust
so they will soon fly with your bless

Fate, lets go and play
enjoy our day
leave the world behind
let them take their own steps
you are tired of sprinkling sparkles
turning to some sort of therapeutic substance
you just want to scream with all your little might
and tell them to all  bloody make their own fate
instead of dumping their rubbish on your white dress

Sigh ~ Your beautiful dress
made of clouds and candy floss
so sweet so soft so light
now it's turning grey
with ash of pain

follow me Fate
lets run away fast
race lightning
they'll never catch
we are free to storm
as far as we wish

Chasam of Thunder

The sea visited today
in, over and over
drawn yet contained
salt in cool blood streams
turned a rush of fever
when sun came
catch in tides
of sky blue high
so right, so light
like always
like beginning

Pure white velvet bliss
hush blue weaver dreamer's crib
ever lasting tides of silver lining
memories crash by shore
flying pearls and crystal spills
in blossom of sleeping lotus
fused heart enclosed
mercy reside insolence
unrecongnised saboteurs
array within darkening twilight
interwoven illusions of ego parade
trading truth with made beliefs
hooked hell to hosts an empire
bear it's plan to contaminate
victories, of man made glory

Prayers carve a blessing stone
from a man's innermost core
throw it afar across forth
in the beam of lightning
furthest edge of the ocean
to a deep chasm of absolute
ripples, soul dances ignite
fuel fire within the soul
armed in diamond laser
entering the eye of storm

the Goddess light
the Godly ray
shine on to all behold
house sacred hearts in temples
power sparks in heaven

Eternity, glides over
by light  by moon
liquid silk of metallic river
linger by and whispered
" Be mine, be forever
soar, in nightly fragrance
belong, to deepest desire
sleep in pure lasting bloom "
in my unbreakable vowels
woken a world of wonder
launch, close in, onto turbulence
every fiber in burning swift of time
strike, I was born to ride thunder
from the start... the war is already over

Oracle Moon's voyage

I lay out a line
and placed it in between
the last and the next thought
metaphors of my existence
is now... again, shape shifting
between spirit and dreams
I see no one is really here
except the eterne echo
of oracle moon's last breath
on earth where she lived by
inner core of her fire origin
where her stance is one and all
for thousands and millions women
all their subbing tears at sleepless nights
and the tireless prayers of love
formed a moon lit path
a crystal trail with diamond cut edge
steep fall, to beneath with all captured souls
chained by delusions of self possessed grievance
lava of pain, betrayal, lust, hurdles to underworld
each step is a trial with transparent horror
Love, is a warrior's accredit
not an fainthearted voyage
whilst the world represented you
erotic fantasies with another body
entice your senses with luscious desires
bar your move with icicles of frozen tears
where one must now keep inner eye open
to walk the twist of her dire crystal passage
I anchor my soul to my timeless divine lover
spear the passion with undiminished fire
walk through flam for a cleansed destiny
beholding her sacred Babylonian locket
enraptured with her deepest grace
walk on in given bless
an entry to the next gate

World remain

Divided
North East South West
arrows point
yet no direction
over crossed rhythm
confusion chase thoughts
empty houses
homeless souls
who were on frenetic escapes
minds in captive frozen gates
ranched ships on sea of no hope
sank the king with barbed throne
the drowning world
nor beginning or end
neither win or lost
suffocated chances
aggravated virtues

Everyday fools are in war
lives slips off finger tips
aggravation, bitter sorrow
children, assume hatred
guns, grown man's tools
woman,hidden in despair
father's last meal was not even warm
mother's touch is by death's door
if so, to choose with one faith
there can never be tomorrow
mechanistic track streams forward
interminably moments rise anew
followers of fallacy
compelled dusk to revolt
apocalypse of love
summoned by supreme will
sleep now my world
tomorrow's journey
maybe infinitely long
consciousness sleeps
identical doors with riddles
summed with erroneous tilts
look up you'll see the floor
wrong choices lead devastating falls
parallel universes alleviate one destiny
leap, one and all soul ascension
unit all shattered pieces whole
grace, perceptual ease
whist world remains
all meant but not end

A moment to glow

Hush... I hear my love
in the wind raffles my hair
I dance to the delight
knowing you're here
lyrical steps on sleepless dreams
our sweet imaginative seduction
glazed poetic lovelorn illusion
dimension surrounds by diamond ray
even if taken by unknown danger
we're cradled in uttermost protection
enclosed in mighty force of a crown
the only devastation can savage ours
is tricks by darker side of our twins
yet bewildering kisses still blown far
sacredly folded scents flashes flown
there I exhaled last century's rose
in lavender shade of blue mist
deja vu of your whispering breath
tickling my soft bared neck
when my eyes had another name
another life we weren't meant
a future forwarded in capture
notes you've vividly played
echo with my every next word
became your speaking codes
telling me you know I'm yours
thoughts you engraved burns
memories of you is fire
calling forth to wakings
from dreams within dreams
lights forms vibes shifting
time entrapped unity in mazes
we are all half shattered pieces
always find moves to be closer
follow each other to the end
even without the pieces ever met
even darkness seem dimly glorious
hope lit eyes with yours in mine
our palms open while grace falling
all pain endured are healed
the second ticks silencing bless
a moment to glow is ever after